Bunca senedir:
\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, m\u00fccadele ettim,
Okudum, yazd\u0131m ama
Hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim!
Sorun bende mi, d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda m\u0131?
Bilmiyorum.
Bildi\u011fim, avanak kasnak gibi
Ayn\u0131 yerde d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6ylenebilir,
Ama z\u00fc\u011f\u00fcrt tesellisinden ba\u015fka
Ortada elle tutulur neyim var:
Devrimcili\u011fim mi,
M\u00fchendisli\u011fim mi,
Yaz\u0131lar\u0131m m\u0131,
Kitaplar\u0131m m\u0131?
Bunlardan biri, birka\u00e7\u0131 veya hepsi de olabilir,
Ama esas yapmak istediklerimi yapamad\u0131m:
Hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcn geceye d\u00f6n\u00fcyor,
Sonbahar k\u0131\u015fa haz\u0131rlan\u0131yor,
Ben ya\u015flan\u0131yorum. Biliyorum;
Ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k t\u00fcm hastal\u0131klar\u0131n liman\u0131,
Ba\u015f edilmez sorunlar\u0131n s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131,
Unutkanl\u0131k ve haf\u0131za bulan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131.
Akl\u0131mdan \u00e7ok \u015fey ge\u00e7iyor
Dicle\u2019nin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi
Ama bunlara hi\u00e7 ald\u0131rm\u0131yor zaman.
Bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylememe gerek yok:
Hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim!
Yordu zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
01.01.2024\/Ayval\u0131k<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bunca senedir:\u00c7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, m\u00fccadele ettim,Okudum, yazd\u0131m amaHayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim!Sorun bende mi, d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda m\u0131?Bilmiyorum.Bildi\u011fim, avanak kasnak gibiAyn\u0131 yerde d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmd\u00fcr. \u00c7ok \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00f6ylenebilir,Ama z\u00fc\u011f\u00fcrt tesellisinden ba\u015fkaOrtada elle tutulur neyim var:Devrimcili\u011fim mi,M\u00fchendisli\u011fim mi,Yaz\u0131lar\u0131m m\u0131,Kitaplar\u0131m m\u0131?Bunlardan biri, birka\u00e7\u0131 veya hepsi de olabilir,Ama esas yapmak istediklerimi yapamad\u0131m:Hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim! G\u00fcn geceye d\u00f6n\u00fcyor,Sonbahar k\u0131\u015fa haz\u0131rlan\u0131yor,Ben ya\u015flan\u0131yorum. Biliyorum;Ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131k t\u00fcm hastal\u0131klar\u0131n liman\u0131,Ba\u015f edilmez sorunlar\u0131n s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131,Unutkanl\u0131k ve haf\u0131za bulan\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131.Akl\u0131mdan \u00e7ok \u015fey ge\u00e7iyorDicle\u2019nin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibiAma bunlara hi\u00e7 ald\u0131rm\u0131yor zaman.Bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylememe gerek yok:Hayalimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedim!Yordu zaman. 01.01.2024\/Ayval\u0131k<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[970],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8225","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siir"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8225","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8225"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8225\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8228,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8225\/revisions\/8228"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8225"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8225"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8225"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}