Saat dokuzu g\u00f6steriyordu, hava kapal\u0131 ve ya\u011fmur ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sinyallerini verircesine bulutlar kuzey do\u011fudan hafiften r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n etkisiyle \u015fekilden \u015fekile b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyor, zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n aralar\u0131nda ve binalar\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131nda kargalar kalk\u0131p konuyorlard\u0131. Kumrular elektrik tellerine dizilmi\u015f gagalar\u0131yla teleklerinin bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yor ya da yiyecek bulma umuduyla yol kenarlar\u0131nda geziniyorlard\u0131. Hava fazla so\u011fuk de\u011fildi, yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 devirmi\u015f ve biraz da sa\u011fl\u0131k sorunlar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Miran her g\u00fcn yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sabah y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p mavi denize, bulutlu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne ve ye\u015fil zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131na bakarak derin bir nefes al\u0131p: \u201cHaydi \u00e7\u0131k, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yap!\u201d diye kendine kat\u0131 buyru\u011funu verdi. Kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131 ve \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130\u011fdeli Plaj\u0131 ile oturdu\u011fu ev aras\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k on be\u015f dakikal\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f mesafesinde. Ser\u00e7e, kumru ve kargalar\u0131n sesini ve \u00e7\u00f6p konteynerlerinin \u00e7evresinde kar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 doyurma tela\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde olan kedi ve k\u00f6peklerin h\u0131rla\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 saymasak sokak ve caddeler sessizdi. Gezinen insan, gelip ge\u00e7en araba yok gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Miran evden \u00e7\u0131karak kendini yormadan yava\u015f yava\u015f denize do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u015eubat ay\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen h\u00e2l\u00e2 baz\u0131 zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde tek t\u00fck kalm\u0131\u015f siyahla\u015fm\u0131\u015f zeytin tanelerine g\u00f6z\u00fc ili\u015fti; sevgiyle onlara bakt\u0131 ve akl\u0131ndan baz\u0131 \u015feyler ge\u00e7se de istiridye gibi kendi i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na kapan\u0131p y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Eller cepte sahile vard\u0131. Denizin \u00fczerinde siyah bir kartal a\u00e7\u0131k kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131rpmadan s\u00fcz\u00fclerek u\u00e7uyordu. Deniz hafiften esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n etkisiyle k\u0131y\u0131y\u0131 dalgalar\u0131yla yal\u0131yor, dalgalar yorulmaks\u0131z\u0131n gidip geliyordu. Miran engin denizi seyrederken birden \u00f6zlemin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7inde hissetti ve ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131 akl\u0131na geldi, h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendi. Sonra i\u00e7ten gelen bir \u00f6zlemle dans eden dalgalar\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dinleyerek denizin mavisinde g\u00f6zlerinin ve g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn pas\u0131n\u0131 sildi, mart\u0131lar\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015funu izledi. Fazla beklemeyip derin bir nefes al\u0131p y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne devam etti. Sahilde sa\u011fa sola at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f su, me\u015frubat ve bira pet ve kutular\u0131n\u0131; \u015farap, rak\u0131, bira ve daha bir\u00e7ok i\u00e7eceklerin \u015fi\u015felerini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce biraz can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Kent k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcnden yoksun, do\u011fa ve insan sevgisinden nasibini almam\u0131\u015f sorumsuz insanlar\u0131n \u00e7irkin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00f6fkelenip masum k\u00fcf\u00fcrlerini savurarak y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne devam etti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yakla\u015f\u0131k k\u0131rk be\u015f dakikad\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Yoruldu. Evden \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k bir saat olmu\u015ftu. \u0130\u011fde a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda (L) \u015feklinde b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f iki tane denize y\u00f6nelik bank\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce oturup biraz dinlenmek ve sonra da bir sigara i\u00e7mek i\u00e7in banklara y\u00f6neldi. Bank\u0131n yan\u0131na var\u0131p tam oturaca\u011f\u0131 an, denize y\u00f6nelik olan bank\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u00e7ift a\u011f\u0131zl\u0131 30-35 cm uzunlu\u011funda han\u00e7eri \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran bir b\u0131\u00e7ak g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Parmak izi hikayesi akl\u0131na gelince ellemeden b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yak\u0131ndan inceledi. Eski, siyah plastik sapl\u0131, her iki a\u011fz\u0131 da keskin ve testere gibiydi. B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n incelemesini yaparken bank\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yerde siyah bir bere ve denize dikey duran bank\u0131n \u00fczerinde ise dibinde bir iki parmak \u015farap kalm\u0131\u015f k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sek \u015farap \u015fi\u015fesini ve yan\u0131nda da beyaz plastik barda\u011f\u0131n yar\u0131ya kadar \u015farapla dolu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Geceleyin ya da sabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcnde erkenden birileri gelip iyice i\u00e7ip kafay\u0131 bulunca bunlar\u0131 unutup gitmi\u015f diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip denize taraf bak\u0131nca, seviye olarak a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da bulunan y\u0131\u011fma ta\u015flarla \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f duvar gibi duran t\u00fcmse\u011fe bir adam\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131 denize d\u00f6n\u00fck ayakta i\u015fedi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Seslendi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bu b\u0131\u00e7ak ve bere senin mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Evet, onlar benim, onlar benim, kar\u0131\u015fma diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fini bitirince ses veren bulundu\u011fu yerden yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, t\u00fcmse\u011fe vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda aniden yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Anne rahmindeki cenin pozisyonunu ald\u0131. Derinden gelen k\u0131s\u0131k h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda sesi \u00e7\u0131kmaz oldu. Miran, i\u011fde a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda yukardan sessizce onu izliyordu. \u0130zlerken, yard\u0131m edip etmeme konusunda akl\u0131 ve duygular\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Akl\u0131 neyin nesidir bilmiyorsun, ba\u015f\u0131na i\u015f a\u00e7ma; b\u0131\u00e7akl\u0131, sarho\u015f, ayakta i\u015feyen bir insanla u\u011fra\u015fma\u2026 Duygular\u0131 ise, insan insana elini uzatmal\u0131, ne olursa olsun insan insana sevgiyle yakla\u015fmal\u0131 diyordu. Sonu\u00e7ta y\u00fcre\u011fi dayanamad\u0131, vicdani duygular\u0131 kabar\u0131p merhamet a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131nca t\u00fcmsekten yava\u015f\u00e7a a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inip yard\u0131ma gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yerde k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f inleyen sarho\u015fu yak\u0131ndan incelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131. 70 ya\u015flar\u0131nda, beyaz teni i\u00e7kiden k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki hatlar hayat\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fc veya bak\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131ktan derinle\u015fmi\u015f; sa\u00e7lar k\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, seyrek ve ensede toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dczerinde h\u00e2k\u00ee renkte bir kaban, gri bir keten pantolon, ayaklarda ucuzundan lacivert spor ayakkab\u0131 vard\u0131. Sanki birileri yanl\u0131\u015f zamanda yanl\u0131\u015f hayat\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yor gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Miran yerde yatan\u0131 koltuk altlar\u0131ndan kavray\u0131p kald\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama g\u00fcc\u00fc yetmedi. Yerde yatan da hi\u00e7 kalkmaya niyeti yokmu\u015f gibi hareketsiz kald\u0131; yat\u0131k vaziyete, konu\u015fam\u0131yor, zor derinden kesik kesik nefes al\u0131yordu. Birka\u00e7 kez denedi, kald\u0131rmada ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olamay\u0131nca:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ben seni s\u0131rt\u0131ma al\u0131p ta\u015f\u0131yamam, zaten kendimi zor ta\u015f\u0131yorum. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn t\u00fcmse\u011fe gelecek \u015fekilde \u00e7evirece\u011fim seni. Kendin kedi gibi t\u0131rman\u0131p t\u00fcmse\u011fi \u00e7\u0131kacaks\u0131n, ben de seni \u00e7ekece\u011fim. Anla\u015ft\u0131k m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yerde yatan olur anlam\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Miran dediklerini uygulayarak adam\u0131 zor bela, ter i\u00e7inde kalarak yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve ard\u0131ndan da i\u015f ya\u015fam\u0131nda ve siyasi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131nda hep y\u00f6neticilik yapm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131n\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu bir al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131kla fark\u0131nda olmadan talimat\u0131 ya\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Burada otur, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 iyice uzat ve s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00fczelce a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6vdesine yasla. Tam dik otur. Derin derin burnundan nefes al, a\u011fz\u0131ndan nefesini ver. Burnundan nefes al, a\u011fz\u0131ndan nefesini ver, diye bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da yapmas\u0131 gerekenleri s\u0131ralad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adamca\u011f\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallay\u0131p yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u00f6ylenen \u015fekilde nefes al\u0131p vermeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Biraz sonra kendine gelir gibi oldu. Ya\u011fmurun eli kula\u011f\u0131nda oldu\u011funu ve art\u0131k bulundu\u011fu yerden uzakla\u015fma vaktinin geldi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen Miran, kendine s\u00f6ylemek istedi\u011fi \u015feyi sanki sarho\u015fa s\u00f6yler gibi seslenerek:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Unutma iki g\u00f6z\u00fcm: Her d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fte direnerek yerden kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ya\u015famak, dedi ve ard\u0131ndan da duygu yo\u011funlu\u011funda evinin yolunu tuttu. (25 \u015eubat 2025\/Ayval\u0131k)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
21 Temmuz 2005 tarihinde:<\/strong> Saat dokuzu g\u00f6steriyordu, hava kapal\u0131 ve ya\u011fmur ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sinyallerini verircesine bulutlar kuzey do\u011fudan hafiften r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n etkisiyle \u015fekilden \u015fekile b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyor, zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n aralar\u0131nda ve binalar\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131nda kargalar kalk\u0131p konuyorlard\u0131. Kumrular elektrik tellerine dizilmi\u015f gagalar\u0131yla teleklerinin bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yor ya da yiyecek bulma umuduyla yol kenarlar\u0131nda geziniyorlard\u0131. Hava fazla so\u011fuk de\u011fildi, yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 devirmi\u015f ve biraz da sa\u011fl\u0131k sorunlar\u0131 ya\u015fayan Miran her g\u00fcn yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sabah y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p mavi denize, bulutlu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne ve ye\u015fil zeytin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131na bakarak derin bir nefes al\u0131p: \u201cHaydi \u00e7\u0131k, y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yap!\u201d diye kendine kat\u0131 buyru\u011funu verdi. Kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131 ve \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130\u011fdeli Plaj\u0131 ile oturdu\u011fu ev aras\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[433,3403],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8154","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-oyku","category-plus"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8154","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8154"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8154\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8160,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8154\/revisions\/8160"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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