{"id":6992,"date":"2009-12-23T13:01:00","date_gmt":"2009-12-23T13:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=6992"},"modified":"2025-12-05T18:38:56","modified_gmt":"2025-12-05T18:38:56","slug":"ben-senden-bi-salxum-uzum-istedim-sen-bahan-bi-bag-verdin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=6992","title":{"rendered":"\u201cBEN SENDEN B\u0130 SALXUM \u00dcZ\u00dcM \u0130STED\u0130M SEN BAHAN B\u0130 BA\u011e VERD\u0130N\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><em><strong>Udi Yervant Bostanc\u0131\u2019\u0131dan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yaz\u0131<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Babam,<br>O muhte\u015fem resimleri ve de mailini i\u00e7im yanarak okudum. Tabi ki o weraneyi(*) g\u00f6r\u00fcpte \u00fcz\u00fclmemek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Hemen Tatyos efendinin Rast makam\u0131ndaki harika \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 akl\u0131ma geldi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Bir g\u00f6nl\u00fcme bir hali peri\u015fan\u0131ma bakt\u0131m<br>Zalim seni yad eyleye ah eyleye \u00e7akt\u0131m<br>Sen yoksun o yok ben yal\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131racakt\u0131m<br>Zalim seni yad eyleye ah eyleye \u00e7akt\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bende bir resimdeki kiliseye, birde kap\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u011fl\u0131 olan o e\u015f\u015feklere bakt\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Siz yoksunuz, biz yokuz, ben Emerikada yal\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131racaxtim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can\u0131m abem, cox uzun bi mesaj atmi\u015ft\u0131m sahan. Sabah g\u00f6z\u00fcmi a\u00e7ar a\u00e7maz maillere girdimki ne g\u00f6reyim! Sadece iki sat\u0131ri getmi\u015f. Tabiki cox \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. T\u0131pqi senin bu yazidaki h\u00fczn\u00fcn gibi bende h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendim. Hem o iki werane resime, hemde uzun uzun i\u00e7imi d\u00f6kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m mesaj\u0131m\u0131n getmeyi\u015fine. \u015eimdi o ac\u0131yi tekrar ya\u015fiyarax yazmaya ba\u015fladim\u2026 \u0130\u015fin en ac\u0131si ne bilisen M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Babam? Benim \u015fu an neden Emeriqada oli\u015f\u0131m. Neden ben buradayam bilisen? Her g\u00fcn qafamiza o balyoz gibi inen S\u00d6ZDE kelimesi y\u00fcz\u00fcnden. Y\u0131llarca hep o kelimeyi duydix. Halbuki, ben \u00d6ZDELERLE b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Benim rehmetli anam\u0131n anasi nenem Eva \u00f6ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda doxsanbe\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaydi, bundan girmibe\u015f sene \u00f6nce \u00f6ldi, dedem Xa\u00e7adur (Xale Temmo) gine \u00f6yle, Nenem Emo gene \u00f6yle. Yani canli tarihlerle ya\u015fad\u0131m. \u00d6Z\u0130N\u0130 biliyem bu i\u015fin S\u00d6ZDES\u0130N\u0130 de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7y\u00fczaltm\u0131\u015f odali, Erganimizin, o Ortado\u011fin\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck manast\u0131r\u0131ni da hep o b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizden duydi\u011f. Erganimizin incisi olan o yapit, bazi yap\u0131tlar gibi tar-u mar oldi. Yani bazi \u015feleri xaritadan silma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze yoxtir. \u0130\u015fte ispati. M\u00fcsl\u00fcm abem gibi dev bir ar\u015fivcinin ar\u015fivinde dahi o eserlerden bi tene bile yox, gel de \u00fcz\u00fclme! Bide sahan M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez diyiler, Yawo ben elli sefer bu abem d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en hassas adamid\u0131r dedim, benim gibi her ol\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011flara \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr dedim ama gine sahan \u00dcZ\u00dcLMEZ deyiler, beni dinliyen yoxki can abem\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Senin de inci teneleri gibi d\u00f6kt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yaz\u0131ni yutar gibi ox\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>BEN SENDEN B\u0130 SALXUM \u00dcZ\u00dcM \u0130STED\u0130M SEN BAHAN B\u0130 BA\u011e VERD\u0130N.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wey sa\u011f olasan canem\u0131n, qurbanate b\u0131m b\u0131rem\u0131ne delal. Em heyya sa\u011f b\u0131n Er\u011feni ji jibir nak\u0131n, wekate b\u0131 d\u0131l germ z\u0131lamaji em j\u0131bir nak\u0131n. Em weka neynuk-u go\u015ftin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can abem, Erganidaki \u00c7iyay\u00ea Meyremana\u2019ya \u00e7\u0131xarken daha d\u00fcn gibi \u00e7\u00f6rek, b\u00f6rek, nav s\u0131t\u0131lada mast, hek ali\u015fveri\u015flerini heeee\u00e7 un\u0131t\u0131rm\u0131yiz. Her zeman b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimizle yan yana ot\u0131r\u0131p qon\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnlerimizi yad ediy\u0131\u011f\u2026 \u015eimdi diyeca\u011fsan Keke Yervant nereden girdin nereden \u00e7\u0131xt\u0131n! \u0130nsan gurbette candan bi hem\u015feris\u0131ni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ne yapaca\u011f\u0131ni \u015fa\u015f\u0131ri, hama ba\u015fli i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kma\u011fa\u2026 D\u00fcnki sahan y\u00fczde biri ula\u015fan o mesaj\u0131mi yazarkende iki tene misafirimi beklid\u0131m. Biri yetmi\u015falt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda harika bir sesi olan Vartkes Atd\u00f6genyan, Biride seksenalt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda Keman virtiozu Suren Kahveciyan ahpariklerimdi. Hata bi yandan rehmetli babam Keke Yakodan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim Diyarbekir usuli bulgur pilavi, bi yandanda gine ondan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim salatadan yapd\u0131m. Bi yandan da \u00e7ik\u00f6fte malzemelerini haz\u0131rlid\u0131m. Onlar gelene qeder bunlari haz\u0131rlayip mailimide bitirmi\u015ftim ve oturup iki kedeh raqi i\u00e7t\u0131\u011ftan sora abeme ula\u015famiyan mailimi onlara ox\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ikisininde g\u00f6zleri doldi, ve senin yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131n maili ve de resimleri ahpariklerimede g\u00f6sterd\u0131m yaralari sanki tezelenir gibi ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f eskilerden qon\u0131\u015fma\u011fa, ud \u00e7alma\u011fa \u015farqi s\u00f6lema\u011fa\u2026 Onlardan cox \u015feyler \u00f6greniyem. \u00c7ox derlemelerim war. Yani Yervant yan gelip yatmi burada hep \u00e7al\u0131\u015fiyam ve de sizlere g\u00fczel \u015feler ula\u015ft\u0131rma\u011f i\u00e7in hep ara\u015ft\u0131riyam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Canim abem, bu aralar coxta heyecanliyam, heyecan\u0131m Yeni Y\u0131lda Hollanda\u2019da yapaca\u011f\u0131m program i\u00e7in de\u011fil tabiki. Paris\u2019teki canim abem \u015eehmus G\u00fczeli g\u00f6reca\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7indir. Paris temsilcimizi g\u00f6r\u00fcp on\u0131nla edeca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her sohbette sizde olaca\u011fs\u0131z. Yeni y\u0131l\u0131n akabinde hemen Paris\u2019e gideca\u011fam. G\u00fczel abem, bahan telefon\u0131ni \u00f6zelime atarsan cox sevinirem\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili M\u00fcsl\u00fcm babam, bu aralar \u015eeyhmus Diken abeminde vaftiz babal\u0131\u011f\u0131ni yapaca\u011fi iki projemiz daha var, umar\u0131m benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli olan o projeyi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebileca\u011fam. Umud\u0131m eme\u011fi bende g\u00f6z nuri gibi olan \u015eeyhmus abemde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Canim \u015eeyhmus abem, ew roj disa b\u0131buna em behevra. P\u0131ra ber deh \u00e7ava run\u0131n u di qedeh mey wex\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0131lav u rezam\u0131n ji xwu\u015fkam\u0131ra jibir neki. \u00c7ave herdu xwarzexu rad\u0131mis\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgili Cemalettin Akba\u015f karde\u015fim, senin sordu\u011fun ki\u015filere Los Angleste hi\u00e7 kar\u015fila\u015fip herhangi bir \u015fey duymad\u0131m ama o soyadlar\u0131ndan da anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re S\u00fcryani olmal\u0131lar. New York\u2019ta veya New Jersy\u2019de ya\u015f\u0131yor olabilirler ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p abeme bildiririm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>SER\u00ca SAL\u00ca B\u0130N\u00ca SAL\u00ca XWED\u00ca KUREK B\u0130DE MAL\u00ca<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yeni y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 da en derin karde\u015flik dileklerimle kutlar, t\u00fcm d\u00fcnya halklar\u0131na bar\u0131\u015f ve huzur getirmesini dilerim\u2026 E\u011fer i\u015fimiz dileklere kal\u0131rsa yanm\u0131\u015f\u0131z, ama adet yerini bulsun dedik. M\u00fcsl\u00fcm abemi t\u00fcm s\u0131cak duygularimla kucaklar, verdi\u011fin eme\u011fe binlerce te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederken, yar\u0131m gelen mailim i\u00e7inde tekrar tekrar \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. Umar\u0131m mail eline ge\u00e7ti\u011finde ya bu ne sayg\u0131s\u0131z biridir dememi\u015fsindir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yanaklar\u0131ndan sevgiyle \u00f6p\u00fcyorum\u2026 Qarda\u015f\u0131z Udi Yervant\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevgiyle qal\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>23 Aral\u0131k 2009<br>Udi Yervant Bostanc\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">(*) Ergani\u2019de harabeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen Meryem Ana Kilisesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"taxonomy-post_tag wp-block-post-terms\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=ben-senden\" rel=\"tag\">ben senden<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=bi-salxum\" rel=\"tag\">bi salxum<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=meryem-ana-kilisesi\" rel=\"tag\">meryem ana kilisesi<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=muslum-babam\" rel=\"tag\">m\u00fcsl\u00fcm babam<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=udi-yervant-bostanci\" rel=\"tag\">Udi Yervant Bostanc\u0131<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Udi Yervant Bostanc\u0131\u2019\u0131dan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yaz\u0131 M\u00fcsl\u00fcm Babam,O muhte\u015fem resimleri ve de mailini i\u00e7im yanarak okudum. Tabi ki o weraneyi(*) g\u00f6r\u00fcpte \u00fcz\u00fclmemek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Hemen Tatyos efendinin Rast makam\u0131ndaki harika \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 akl\u0131ma geldi: Bir g\u00f6nl\u00fcme bir hali peri\u015fan\u0131ma bakt\u0131mZalim seni yad eyleye ah eyleye \u00e7akt\u0131mSen yoksun o yok ben yal\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131racakt\u0131mZalim seni yad eyleye ah eyleye \u00e7akt\u0131m Bende bir resimdeki kiliseye, birde kap\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u011fl\u0131 olan o e\u015f\u015feklere bakt\u0131m, Siz yoksunuz, biz yokuz, ben Emerikada yal\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131racaxtim. Can\u0131m abem, cox uzun bi mesaj atmi\u015ft\u0131m sahan. Sabah g\u00f6z\u00fcmi a\u00e7ar a\u00e7maz maillere girdimki ne g\u00f6reyim! Sadece iki sat\u0131ri getmi\u015f. Tabiki cox \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. T\u0131pqi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3403],"tags":[4867,4865,543,4866,3525],"class_list":["post-6992","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-plus","tag-ben-senden","tag-bi-salxum","tag-meryem-ana-kilisesi","tag-muslum-babam","tag-udi-yervant-bostanci"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6992","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6992"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6992\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6993,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6992\/revisions\/6993"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6992"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6992"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6992"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}