1983’te, 12 Eyl\u00fcl sonras\u0131 Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi \u00f6n\u00fcnde analar, babalar, bac\u0131lar, karde\u015fler, k\u0131zlar, o\u011fullar s\u0131k\u0131y\u00f6netimin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131caktan kavrulurken, zebanileri de Cezaevinin i\u00e7inde tutuklu ve mahk\u00fbmlara Cehennemi ya\u015fat\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ben de T\u00fcrkiye Kom\u00fcnist Partisi (TKP) Davas\u0131’ndan tutuklu biri olarak o Cehennemi ya\u015fayanlardan\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nisan 1983 olmal\u0131. Bulundu\u011fum 12. Ko\u011fu\u015f’un kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p, “avukat g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmen var” denilmesiyle \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131ld\u0131m. Yan\u0131mda gardiyan “Kasap”. Ko\u015far ad\u0131m, Avukat G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f Yerine de\u011fil, insanlar\u0131n topluca d\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, dayaktan ge\u00e7irildi\u011fi Sinema Salonuna g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm. Duvar dibinde, y\u00fcz\u00fcm duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck “\u00c7\u00f6k” komutuyla asker usul\u00fc, nizami \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Kasap uzakla\u015ft\u0131. Bir m\u00fcddet sonra geldi ve “Kalk” komutuyla kalkt\u0131m. Bana, “Sen ispiyoncu musun?” diye sordu. “Hay\u0131r de\u011filim” dedim. Bunun \u00fczerine “Neden de\u011filsin?” diye sordu. Devrimcili\u011fim, kom\u00fcnistli\u011fim hi\u00e7 akl\u0131ma gelmeden, do\u011fa\u00e7lama “Aile terbiyem m\u00fcsait de\u011fil” dedim. Bu cevab\u0131m \u00fczerine, Cezaevi’nde nam salm\u0131\u015f “Kasap” denilen \u00e7am yarmas\u0131 gardiyan; “Rahat otur aslan\u0131m” dedi. O anda, kendime olan g\u00fcvenim muazzam artt\u0131. O an, insan onurlu bir davran\u0131\u015f sergiledi\u011finde d\u00fc\u015fman bile sayg\u0131 g\u00f6stermek zorunda kal\u0131yor diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Neyse… Daha sonra Kasap beni Makinist Odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ankara’dan benim i\u00e7in geldi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyen kudretli bir \u00fcste\u011fmen T\u00fcrkiye Kom\u00fcnist Partisi’nin kurulu\u015fu, m\u00fccadelesi, kurtulu\u015f sava\u015f\u0131na katk\u0131s\u0131 \u00fczerine esasl\u0131 bir nutuk \u00e7ekti. Dinledim. Sonra, kurtulu\u015f sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n devam etti\u011fini, \u015feriat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ve K\u00fcrt\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe kar\u015f\u0131 birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan s\u00f6z etti. Ve tatl\u0131-sert, dava dosyam\u0131 inceledi\u011fini, siyasi polisi yan\u0131ltabilece\u011fimi, ama kendisini yan\u0131ltamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, benim TKP i\u00e7inde \u00f6nemli biri oldu\u011fumu s\u00f6yleyip, bu sava\u015f\u0131mda, birlikte m\u00fccadele vermemiz gerekti\u011fini; bunun i\u00e7in \u00f6nce televizyona \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, “TKP-Moskova \u0130li\u015fkisi”ni a\u00e7\u0131klamam gerekti\u011fini belirtti. Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Cezaevinden \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131laca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, bir\u00e7ok imk\u00e2nlara kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, kabul etmedi\u011fim takdirde a\u011f\u0131r ceza alaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, ya\u015fam boyu burada s\u00fcr\u00fcnece\u011fimi s\u00f6yledi. Ben kabul etmedim. Kasap’a dedi\u011fim gibi, \u00dcste\u011fmen’e yard\u0131mc\u0131 olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, aile terbiyemin buna m\u00fcsait olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcr\u00fcnden bir\u015feyler s\u00f6yledim. Bunun \u00fczerine 36. Ko\u011fu\u015f’un gardiyan\u0131 “S\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc”y\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p, “Banyo”ya g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclmemi emretti. S\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc, beni \u00f6n\u00fcne kat\u0131p 36. Ko\u011fu\u015fun birinci kat\u0131nda “Banyo” denilen boklu h\u00fccrelerden 6. h\u00fccreye kapatt\u0131. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 ay bu boklu h\u00fccrede kald\u0131m. (Bu olay, sevgili dostum O\u011fuz G\u00fcven’in G\u00fcncel Yay\u0131nc\u0131l\u0131k taraf\u0131ndan yay\u0131nlanan Zordur Zorda G\u00fclmek<\/strong> kitab\u0131 1. bask\u0131, s.33-34’te de\u011fi\u015fik bir anlat\u0131mla anlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.) Ayr\u0131ca etik a\u00e7\u0131dan \u015funu da a\u00e7\u0131klamak zorunday\u0131m: Ne Sinema Salonuna g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrken, ne de boklu h\u00fccreye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrken d\u00f6v\u00fclmedim. Ama birazc\u0131k zay\u0131fl\u0131k g\u00f6sterenleri dayaktan ge\u00e7irmeyi b\u0131rak\u0131n, 36. Ko\u011fu\u015fun giri\u015finde ayn\u0131 davadan tutuklu san\u0131klar\u0131 nas\u0131l birbirilerine d\u00f6vd\u00fcrd\u00fcklerine g\u00f6zlerimle \u015fahit oldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ge\u00e7mi\u015fimden \u00e7ok k\u0131sa bir kesiti burada anmam\u0131n nedeni; ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ba\u015fta Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi olmak \u00fczere T\u00fcrkiye’de cezaevlerinde, mahkemelerde, sorgu odalar\u0131nda insanlar sorgusuz sualsiz i\u015fkencelerden ge\u00e7irildi. Kimi ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131, kimi sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi. En g\u00fczel y\u0131llar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131; i\u015flerinden, e\u015flerinden, yurtlar\u0131ndan oldular. D\u00fcnyalar\u0131 karart\u0131ld\u0131. Y\u00fczlerce \u00f6rg\u00fct davalar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, binlerce insan bu \u00f6rg\u00fctlere y\u00f6neticilikten, \u00fcyelikten, yard\u0131m veya yatakl\u0131ktan yarg\u0131land\u0131. Hukuksuzluk diz boyu, ko\u015fullar \u00e7ok \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r olmas\u0131na ve yarg\u0131lananlar\u0131n hemen hemen hi\u00e7 biri \u00fcst\u00fcn bir asker\u00ee e\u011fitimden ge\u00e7memelerine ra\u011fmen, o d\u00f6nem ve sonras\u0131nda \u00f6rg\u00fct davalar\u0131nda y\u00f6neticilik veya \u00fcyelikle su\u00e7lananlar kalp-damar hastas\u0131y\u0131m, \u015fekerim var, prostat\u0131m var, y\u00fcksek tansiyonum var diye doktora \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131, hastane hastane dola\u015fmay\u0131 ak\u0131llar\u0131na bile getirmediler. Ak\u0131llar\u0131 yetti\u011fince, inan\u00e7lar\u0131 do\u011frultusunda kendilerini ve davalar\u0131n\u0131 savundular. Direnmek \u015fiarlar\u0131yd\u0131; dayanabildikleri kadar direndiler. Birka\u00e7 itiraf\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, \u00e7ok konu\u015fanlar bile \u00e7ok \u015fey saklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve saklad\u0131. Ama “Ergenekon Davas\u0131” san\u0131klar\u0131na bak\u0131yoruz. Hiltonvari cezaevinde kal\u0131yorlar. Boklu h\u00fccrelerde yat\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131yor, fare yedirilmiyor, kurt k\u00f6pe\u011fi Co \u00fcstlerine sal\u0131nm\u0131yor veya Co’ya selama zorlanm\u0131yor. Ku\u015f t\u00fcy\u00fc yataklarda yat\u0131yorlar. Bir elleri ya\u011fda bir elleri balda. Buna ra\u011fmen \u00e7o\u011fu “hasta”, GATA’ya sevk yollar\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131yorlar. Hasta olan veya hastaneye gitme u\u011fra\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde olanlara bak\u0131yoruz; bunlar Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi gardiyan\u0131 “Kasap” ve “S\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc” gibi \u00e7ok alt kademeden askerler de de\u011fil. \u00c7o\u011fu emekli y\u00fcksek asker\u00ee \u015fahsiyet ve en \u00fcst d\u00fczeyde asker\u00ee e\u011fitimden ge\u00e7mi\u015f. Beden ve ruh durumlar\u0131 her ko\u015fula uyum sa\u011flamay\u0131 gerektirir. Ama tersi oluyor. Neden?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nedeni, g\u00fc\u00e7lerini bulunduklar\u0131 mevki veya kurumdan alanlar kendilerini yasalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde, dokunulmaz ilah olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyorlard\u0131. \u0130ktidar\u0131n kudretli sihirli g\u00fcc\u00fc ellerinden al\u0131n\u0131nca, birer hi\u00e7 olduklar\u0131n\u0131n anlad\u0131lar. Psikolojik y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 i\u00e7ine girdiler. Hastal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011funa ger\u00e7ekten inan\u0131yorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc v\u00fccutlar\u0131n\u0131n savunma mekanizmalar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Davalar\u0131na inanmayanlar\u0131n veya otoritenin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda topuk vurup selam vererek ruhunu ve bedenini teslim edenlerin zorda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hasta olmalar\u0131ndan daha normal ne olabilir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ger\u00e7i bunlar kendi zay\u0131fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, zaaf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmez, g\u00f6rmek istemez. Kullan\u0131lan, aldat\u0131lan ve ac\u0131 \u00e7eken birileri olarak umutsuzlu\u011funun kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fkalar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcrler. William Shakespeare’nin Atinal\u0131 Timon<\/strong> oyununda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi: “T\u0131pk\u0131 yurtseverlik ate\u015fiyle yan\u0131p tutu\u015farak\/ B\u00fct\u00fcn yurdu yang\u0131n yerine \u00e7evirenler gibi” ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 sorumlu tutarlar. Kendisi y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da y\u0131k\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Kendisi yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da yanmal\u0131d\u0131r. Birer dokunulmaz olarak kendilerine dokunuldu\u011fu i\u00e7in ya\u015famlar\u0131 kararm\u0131\u015f, itibarlar\u0131 sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u0130\u00e7lerindeki t\u00fcm insan\u00ee duygular \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Kin doludurlar. Sevgi, vefa, dostluk, payla\u015f\u0131m gibi insan\u00ee duygulardan uzakt\u0131rlar. Arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feyden yoksun b\u0131rak\u0131lan veya yoksun olan bir insan\u0131n yak\u0131c\u0131 imrenme duygusuyla nefret ederler, kin duyarlar. Onurlu insanlar\u0131n duygular\u0131yla oynamada ancak doyum bulurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Umutsuz bir insan nas\u0131l bir \u015fey umut edebilir? Bunlar ya\u015fam\u0131n kenar\u0131ndan savrulmu\u015flard\u0131r. T\u00fcm umutlar\u0131 suya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Tek yapacaklar\u0131 \u015fey, ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 da kendilerinin i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu pisli\u011fe\/batakl\u0131\u011fa\/karanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ekmektir. Pisli\u011fe\/batakl\u0131\u011fa\/karanl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ekti\u011fi insan say\u0131s\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a, bundan ho\u015fnut olurlar. De\u011fersizlerin say\u0131s\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a, kendilerinin de\u011fer kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrler. Pisli\u011fe bula\u015fmak istemeyenlere, batakl\u0131\u011fa gelmek istemeyenlere ise zarar vermek esast\u0131r. Olmad\u0131, onurlu insanlar\u0131 fizik\u00ee olarak yok etmek veya zarar vermek, akrabalar\u0131n\u0131 taciz etmek, g\u00f6\u00e7e zorlamak, yakmak, y\u0131kmak, yok etmek ne g\u00fcne duruyor? Oysa binlerce kez kan\u0131tlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bask\u0131n\u0131n, zulm\u00fcn, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerde g\u00fcl ye\u015fermez, \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7maz, b\u00fclb\u00fcller \u015fak\u0131maz: Bayku\u015f sesi ve y\u0131lan \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyulur. Hain, ispiyoncu, muhbir, sat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ikiy\u00fczl\u00fclerden olu\u015fan insanc\u0131k topluluklar\u0131 olu\u015fur. \u0130nsanlar, insan harabesine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bizler insanlar\u0131n insan harabesine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir toplum istemiyoruz. Ve u\u00e7an ku\u015ftan bile haberleri olan Ergenekon Davas\u0131 san\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n aslanlar gibi dik durmalar\u0131n\u0131, Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi ba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere F\u0131rat’\u0131n do\u011fusunda ve bat\u0131s\u0131nda yap\u0131lan i\u015fkenceleri, adam ka\u00e7\u0131rmalar\u0131, faili me\u00e7hulleri bir bir anlatmalar\u0131n\u0131 ve neden, ni\u00e7in yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamalar\u0131n\u0131 bekliyoruz. Yi\u011fitlik b\u00f6ylesi g\u00fcnlerde belli olur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n 27 Mart 2009 tarihinde: <\/p>\n\n\n 1983’te, 12 Eyl\u00fcl sonras\u0131 Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi \u00f6n\u00fcnde analar, babalar, bac\u0131lar, karde\u015fler, k\u0131zlar, o\u011fullar s\u0131k\u0131y\u00f6netimin yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131caktan kavrulurken, zebanileri de Cezaevinin i\u00e7inde tutuklu ve mahk\u00fbmlara Cehennemi ya\u015fat\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ben de T\u00fcrkiye Kom\u00fcnist Partisi (TKP) Davas\u0131’ndan tutuklu biri olarak o Cehennemi ya\u015fayanlardan\u0131m. Nisan 1983 olmal\u0131. Bulundu\u011fum 12. Ko\u011fu\u015f’un kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p, “avukat g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmen var” denilmesiyle \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131ld\u0131m. Yan\u0131mda gardiyan “Kasap”. Ko\u015far ad\u0131m, Avukat G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f Yerine de\u011fil, insanlar\u0131n topluca d\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, dayaktan ge\u00e7irildi\u011fi Sinema Salonuna g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcm. Duvar dibinde, y\u00fcz\u00fcm duvara d\u00f6n\u00fck “\u00c7\u00f6k” komutuyla asker usul\u00fc, nizami \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Kasap uzakla\u015ft\u0131. Bir m\u00fcddet sonra geldi ve “Kalk” komutuyla kalkt\u0131m. Bana, “Sen ispiyoncu musun?” diye sordu. “Hay\u0131r de\u011filim” dedim. 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