{"id":5799,"date":"2011-06-19T08:33:00","date_gmt":"2011-06-19T08:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=5799"},"modified":"2023-06-13T08:46:07","modified_gmt":"2023-06-13T08:46:07","slug":"bir-halaydir-agidimiz-onsoz-yerine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=5799","title":{"rendered":"Bir Halayd\u0131r A\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z\/ \u00d6ns\u00f6z Yerine"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Victor Hugo \u201ds\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fck her yerde yaln\u0131z ya\u015famakt\u0131r<\/em>\u201d der.
De\u011ferli yazar\u0131m\u0131z Mehmed Uzun ise, bir yaz\u0131s\u0131nda, \u201cbence s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, bir ayr\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r; h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, kasvetli bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k. S\u00fcrg\u00fcn, k\u00f6klerinden kopar\u0131lmakt\u0131r: zorla, bask\u0131yla ya da mecburen.
S\u00fcrg\u00fcn, gidip d\u00f6nmemektir.
S\u00fcrg\u00fcn insan\u0131 ise mecbur insand\u0131r; mecburen gitmi\u015ftir,
mecburen orada ya\u015famaktad\u0131r<\/em>\u201d der.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cNe demi\u015f tanr\u0131
O\u011flumu bile kurtaramad\u0131m.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gurbetlik zor bir i\u015ftir. \u00c7eken bilir.
G\u00f6\u00e7men ki\u015fi, genelde, hep d\u00f6nece\u011fini umar ve bu beklentiyle olmad\u0131k zorluklara katlan\u0131r. Ne var ki; y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er, ko\u015fullar de\u011fi\u015fmez, umutlar ertelenir, ama g\u00f6\u00e7menlik bitmez. Yine de bu y\u0131l olmazsa, gelecek y\u0131l d\u00f6nerim diye d\u00fc\u015f kurar. E\u011fer eli kalem tutuyorsa \u015fiire sar\u0131l\u0131r. \u015eiirle kendisini ayakta tutar, i\u00e7ine girdi\u011fi cehennem\u00ee hayat\u0131 dayan\u0131l\u0131r k\u0131lar. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fiirlerle baz\u0131lar\u0131 \u015fiir d\u00fcnyam\u0131za renk katar.
Gurbette ya\u015fay\u0131p da \u015fiir d\u00fcnyam\u0131za renk katanlardan biri de Apdurezak Ayata\u2019d\u0131r.
1966 Diyarbak\u0131r\/Dicle do\u011fumlu Ayata, 1989\u2019da Avrupa\u2019ya gidip iki y\u0131l \u0130sve\u00e7\u2019te kald\u0131ktan sonra Kanada\u2019ya ge\u00e7er. Kanada\u2019y\u0131 kendine mesken tutar. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 topraklardan, sevdi\u011fi insanlardan ayr\u0131 ya\u015far. \u201cBirden kayboldu hayat\u0131m\/Gurbetinde g\u00f6zlerinin<\/em>\u201d der ve gitti\u011fi her yere yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr. \u00d6zlem duyar, hasret dokur. Ruhu \u201cYeni yetme firari<\/em>\u201ddir. Kendi i\u00e7 yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kar. Duygular\u0131n\u0131 dam\u0131t\u0131r, yo\u011fun emek sarf ederek s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri bir bir s\u00fczge\u00e7ten ge\u00e7irip g\u00fczel \u015fiirler yazar. Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirler Piran\u2019da B\u00fcy\u00fcmek<\/strong> (Pel\u00ea Sor Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, \u0130stanbul-1993), Y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00dclkemiz \u00c7ocuklar <\/strong>(Pel\u00ea Sor Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, \u0130stanbul-1994) ad\u0131yla yay\u0131nlan\u0131r. \u015eimdi bunlara Bir Halayd\u0131r A\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z<\/strong> eklenmektedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayata, Bir Halayd\u0131r A\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z<\/strong> kitab\u0131ndaki \u015fiirlerinde s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri hasretle ovar, imgeler yard\u0131m\u0131yla kanat\u0131r ve gizli bir s\u0131z\u0131 gibi ya\u015fama seslenir. \u201cSen ya\u015fayas\u0131n diye\/ Biny\u0131ld\u0131r s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcm\/ Bin y\u0131ld\u0131r s\u00fcng\u00fclerdeyim<\/em>\u201d der.
Kuyumcu titizli\u011fiyle se\u00e7ti\u011fi s\u00f6zc\u00fcklere derin anlamlar y\u00fckler: \u201cBabalar\u0131n\u0131n saatini arar\/ Dersimli r\u0131zan\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131<\/em>\u201d ya da \u201cBizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrenler\/Bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 evlat edindiler<\/em>\u201d dizelerinde oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026 Duyarl\u0131d\u0131r. Kanada\u2019da ya\u015fasa da do\u011fdu\u011fu topraklara kay\u0131ts\u0131z de\u011fildir. \u201cG\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm ta\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fim ata\u015f\/ G\u00f6zlerimi kanat\u0131r mahpus telleri<\/em>\u201d diyerek y\u00fcrek ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eiir, bana g\u00f6re, denizden esen meltem gibi k\u0131y\u0131ya tuz, su ve yosun kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kokular, co\u015fku ve h\u00fcz\u00fcn ta\u015f\u0131mal\u0131; kayalara vuran deniz dalgalar\u0131 gibi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k at\u0131p ses vermelidir. Bazen Dicle gibi durgun dipten akmal\u0131, bazen de F\u0131rat gibi \u015fahlanmal\u0131d\u0131r. Y\u00fcce da\u011flardan me\u015fe, maz\u0131, kekik ve yasemin kokusunun yan\u0131nda \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ate\u015fini, isyan\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131mal\u0131d\u0131r. Yanarda\u011f volkan\u0131 gibi patlay\u0131p sevdan\u0131n, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u00f6zlemin, umudun, kavgan\u0131n, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn me\u015falesini yakmal\u0131d\u0131r. Zalimin, haks\u0131z\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda; mazlumun, hakl\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Sevenlerin murada ermesi ve ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n son bulmas\u0131nda dilek ezgileri olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Gerekirse hicran ve g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bask\u0131n\u0131n, zulm\u00fcn, ayr\u0131mc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, s\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn ortadan kalkmas\u0131 i\u00e7in dizeler bazen kalkan, bazen de m\u0131zrak olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Halay ba\u015f\u0131nda sallanan renkli ipek mendil olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce sade ve anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r olmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayata, Bir Halayd\u0131r A\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z<\/strong> kitab\u0131nda duygular\u0131n\u0131 ustaca dizelerine yans\u0131tm\u0131\u015f. \u015eiirlerini bazen yal\u0131n s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle, bazen de imgelerle \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. \u015eairce sevgiliye seslenmi\u015f. Okuyan\u0131 yormuyor. Bi\u00e7im ve i\u00e7erik, kurgu ve s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin se\u00e7imi, ses uyumu ve ritim bence g\u00fczel. Severek okudum. Okuyunca sizlerin de be\u011fenece\u011fini umuyorum.(*)<\/sup>
Selam, sayg\u0131 ve sevgiler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(*) Apdurezak Ayata\u2019n\u0131n Bir Halayd\u0131r A\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z<\/strong> \u015fiir dosyas\u0131 maalesef yay\u0131mlanamad\u0131. Umar\u0131m bir g\u00fcn okuyucular\u0131yla bulu\u015fur. (13 Haziran2023)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/strong>
19 Haziran 2011\/\u0130stanbul<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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apdurezak ayata<\/a>, <\/span>bir halayd\u0131r a\u011f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131z<\/a>, <\/span>mehmed uzun<\/a>, <\/span>\u00f6ns\u00f6z yerine<\/a>, <\/span>pel\u00ea sor yay\u0131nlar\u0131<\/a>, <\/span>piran\u2019da b\u00fcy\u00fcmek<\/a>, <\/span>victor hugo<\/a>, <\/span>y\u00fcz\u00fc \u00fclkemiz \u00e7ocuklar<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Victor Hugo \u201ds\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fck her yerde yaln\u0131z ya\u015famakt\u0131r\u201d der.De\u011ferli yazar\u0131m\u0131z Mehmed Uzun ise, bir yaz\u0131s\u0131nda, \u201cbence s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, bir ayr\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r; h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, kasvetli bir ayr\u0131l\u0131k. S\u00fcrg\u00fcn, k\u00f6klerinden kopar\u0131lmakt\u0131r: zorla, bask\u0131yla ya da mecburen.S\u00fcrg\u00fcn, gidip d\u00f6nmemektir.S\u00fcrg\u00fcn insan\u0131 ise mecbur insand\u0131r; mecburen gitmi\u015ftir,mecburen orada ya\u015famaktad\u0131r\u201d der. \u201cNe demi\u015f tanr\u0131O\u011flumu bile kurtaramad\u0131m.\u201d Gurbetlik zor bir i\u015ftir. \u00c7eken bilir.G\u00f6\u00e7men ki\u015fi, genelde, hep d\u00f6nece\u011fini umar ve bu beklentiyle olmad\u0131k zorluklara katlan\u0131r. Ne var ki; y\u0131llar ge\u00e7er, ko\u015fullar de\u011fi\u015fmez, umutlar ertelenir, ama g\u00f6\u00e7menlik bitmez. Yine de bu y\u0131l olmazsa, gelecek y\u0131l d\u00f6nerim diye d\u00fc\u015f kurar. E\u011fer eli kalem tutuyorsa \u015fiire sar\u0131l\u0131r. \u015eiirle kendisini ayakta tutar, i\u00e7ine girdi\u011fi cehennem\u00ee<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[3584,3579,1114,3580,3582,3583,3581,3585],"class_list":["post-5799","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-apdurezak-ayata","tag-bir-halaydir-agidimiz","tag-mehmed-uzun","tag-onsoz-yerine","tag-pele-sor-yayinlari","tag-piranda-buyumek","tag-victor-hugo","tag-yuzu-ulkemiz-cocuklar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5799","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5799"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5799\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5800,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5799\/revisions\/5800"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5799"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5799"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5799"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}