{"id":5058,"date":"2011-02-20T13:07:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-20T13:07:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=5058"},"modified":"2023-07-02T10:37:22","modified_gmt":"2023-07-02T10:37:22","slug":"amedin-kasini-cizen-dicledir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=5058","title":{"rendered":"K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 Uykusundaki Say\u0131klamalar: Cehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u201cAmed\u2019in Ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00c7izen Dicle\u2019dir\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilenler bilir. Diyarbak\u0131r s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 insan\u0131 yakar, Cehennem\u00ee bir s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r. Bu s\u0131cakl\u0131k fizik\u00ee bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k de\u011fil sadece, K\u00fcrt co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131 kas\u0131p kavuran ve yak\u0131p duman eden politik bask\u0131lar\u0131n yo\u011funla\u015fm\u0131\u015f halidir ayn\u0131 zamanda. B\u00f6ylesi cehennem\u00ee bir yerde, \u201cakreplerin y\u0131lanlar\u0131n ininde\/k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri kadar taze kalmak<\/em>\u201d (s.4) \u00e7ok zor oldu\u011fundan olacak ki, \u015fairimiz Cumali E\u015fsizo\u011flu \u201cCehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum<\/em>\u201d diyor. Gen\u00e7li\u011finde, \u00c7ukurova\u2019da pamuk toplamada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken \u0131rgatlar\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, imamlar\u0131n sabah ezan\u0131n\u0131 daha erken ak\u015fam ezanlar\u0131n\u0131 daha ge\u00e7 okuduklar\u0131na (s.9), b\u00fct\u00fcn de\u011ferlerin ayaklar alt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131na tan\u0131k olur. Y\u00fcre\u011fi titrer, acemice de olsa s\u0131n\u0131fsal i\u00e7erikli \u015fiirler yazmaya ba\u015flar. \u00c7ok sonralar\u0131 dili ve varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yok say\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir K\u00fcrt olarak s\u0131n\u0131fsal ezilmenin yan\u0131nda etnik ezilmenin de fark\u0131na var\u0131r, \u015fiire sar\u0131l\u0131r. Ve bu \u015fiirler g\u00fcn gelir Cehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum<\/em><\/strong> ad\u0131yla kitap olur yay\u0131nlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fsizo\u011flu, K\u00fcrt\u00e7e d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, ama T\u00fcrk\u00e7e yazar. Dahas\u0131 o ye\u015filde kanay\u0131p sar\u0131da a\u011flar, zemheride donup haziranda damlar ve \u201cyasak<\/em>\u201dlardan ka\u00e7arken dizelerinin \u00e7o\u011funu yontar.(s.16)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Devrimciler biraz divanedir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201cuzun y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f<\/em>\u201d erleridir onlar. Seher yelinde bir t\u00fcrk\u00fcd\u00fcr adlar\u0131. Hep menzili uzak umutlara ko\u015farlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben ve Cumali, uzak menzile ko\u015fanlardand\u0131k. Bendine s\u0131\u011fmayan Dicle\u2019nin asi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131k. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte birlikte ayn\u0131 politik \u00f6rg\u00fctte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Zor g\u00fcnler ya\u015fad\u0131k. Pasl\u0131 bir b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi gelece\u011fimizi kanat\u0131p b\u00f6len 12 Eyl\u00fcl sonras\u0131 ben cezaevine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, o d\u0131\u015far\u0131da kald\u0131. Bu nedenle, \u00f6ns\u00f6z niyetine yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ba\u015flarken<\/em><\/strong> k\u0131sm\u0131nda: \u201c1980 y\u0131l\u0131nda Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi ile tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u015fansl\u0131y\u0131m. Bunu o y\u0131llarda partide birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m Salih \u015eim\u015fek ve M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez ba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere beni ve benim gibi nice arkada\u015flar\u0131 canlar\u0131 pahas\u0131na koruyan herkese bor\u00e7luyum<\/em>\u201d (s.12) diyerek zarif bir davran\u0131\u015f g\u00f6sterip vefa borcunu \u00f6demek istiyor. Devam\u0131nda ise, \u201cd\u0131\u015far\u0131da kalanlar i\u00e7inse de hayat dikensiz g\u00fcl bah\u00e7esi de\u011fildi. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da ne kadar m\u00fccadelemiz y\u00fckselirse i\u00e7erdekilerin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n o kadar azalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bilincindeydik<\/em>\u201d diyerek bir ger\u00e7e\u011fe ve gereklili\u011fe parmak bas\u0131yor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201can\u0131lmak ya\u015famak kadar g\u00fczeldir\/ unutmak \u00f6l\u00fcm kadar gazeldir<\/em>\u201d. (s.182)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve ayn\u0131 duyarl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bug\u00fcn de ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fu dizelerinden anl\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cama
gecikirse ay\u0131n suya yans\u0131mas\u0131
gecikirse mor da\u011flara g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131mas\u0131
i\u015fte o zaman
kavgay\u0131 sevecek kadar gen\u00e7
ve \u00f6l\u00fcmden korkmayacak kadar
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ya\u015fl\u0131 olurum\u201d (s.16)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eiir yazmak karanl\u0131k, yolsuz bir ormanda insan etini par\u00e7alayan dikenler aras\u0131nda yol almaya benzer. Meyvenin k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc nas\u0131l erken yere d\u00fc\u015ferse, iyi yaz\u0131lmayan bir \u015fiirde fazla tutunamaz hemen dal\u0131ndan\/k\u0131ymetten d\u00fc\u015fer. Kar\u0131ncan\u0131n suda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 iz kadar bir etkisi olur ancak. O y\u00fczden \u015fairin; s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri dam\u0131tmak, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklere anlam y\u00fckleyip dizele\u015ftirmek, dizeleri uyumla\u015ft\u0131rmak i\u00e7in yo\u011funla\u015fmas\u0131 ve dervi\u015f gibi sab\u0131rl\u0131 olmas\u0131 gerekir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fsizo\u011flu\u2019nun \u015fiirleri i\u00e7in bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemem do\u011fru olmaz, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fiir ele\u015ftirmeni de\u011filim. Ama \u015fiirlerini zevkle okudum diyebilirim. E\u015fsizo\u011flu, halk ezgilerinden esinlenerek kitab\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda yer alan ilk \u015fiirlerinde genellikle a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki dizelerinde oldu\u011fu gibi sevgiliye seslenmekte, bir nevi i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kmektedir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cg\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez y\u00fcre\u011fime damlad\u0131n
ate\u015f olup ci\u011ferimi da\u011flad\u0131n
senden \u00f6nce bahar y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rmedim
ge\u00e7en \u00f6mre bedel bi\u00e7tim a\u011flad\u0131m\u201d (s.30)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sayfalar\u0131 ilerledik\u00e7e \u015fiirlerde politik esintiler esmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor:
\u201c\u00f6zledim k\u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u00fcm
yang\u0131nlara kar ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131
mehtapl\u0131 gecelerde
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n kay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131
ve ke\u00e7i burcu semalar\u0131nda
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 baksi g\u00fcvercinlerin
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 takla at\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131
ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ezgisinde
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dicle\u2019nin nazl\u0131 ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\u00f6zledim k\u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u00fcm
kale\u015fnikof mermilerinin desenini
ve tank paletlerinin
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ensemizde nefesini
birde\/dip\u00e7iklerle kafas\u0131 yar\u0131lan
s\u00fcng\u00fcyle susturulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 halk\u0131m\u0131n onurlu direni\u015fini\u201d (s.38)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve kitab\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131ndan sonra K\u00fcrt co\u011frafyas\u0131nda ya\u015faman\u0131n bir sonucu olarak \u015fiirler biraz hafif ajitasyon kokuyor. \u201cNaz\u0131m ile Arif\u2019in sevdas\u0131nda\/pimi \u00e7ekilmi\u015f savrulan\/bombay\u0131m<\/em>\u201d (s.85) dizelerinde oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026 Fazla ajitasyon bence \u015fiirin b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bozar. Sanat ve siyaset ili\u015fkisinde \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc olunmal\u0131 ve \u015fiirde bu tad\u0131nda yap\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eiiri politikan\u0131n hizmetk\u00e2r\u0131 yapmamal\u0131y\u0131z. Duygu zengini ve vicdan\u00ee duyarl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u015fairler aya merdiven kurup g\u00fcne\u015ften \u0131\u015f\u0131k toplay\u0131p bo\u011fucu karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmal\u0131d\u0131r. Kur\u015fun atanlara kar\u015f\u0131, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin g\u00fcc\u00fcne g\u00fcvenerek \u201ckur\u015fun d\u00f6kmeli<\/em>\u201ddir. \u015eiirlerin b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ise a\u015fk, devrim \u00f6zlemi, haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa isyan, tarihten esintiler, yolda\u015f\u00e7a duygular, tatl\u0131 ve ac\u0131 an\u0131lar var. \u015eair, kaybolan r\u00fcyalar\u0131 geri getirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum<\/em><\/strong>, E\u015fsizo\u011flu\u2019nun ilk kitab\u0131. \u0130lerde kendi tarz\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturmas\u0131 halinde bizlere \u00e7ok daha g\u00fczel \u015fiirler yazaca\u011f\u0131na y\u00fcrekten inan\u0131yorum. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 kitapla\u015ft\u0131rarak payla\u015fma cesaretini g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi i\u00e7in de kendisini kutluyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arkada\u015f\u0131m eline sa\u011fl\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cumali E\u015fsizo\u011flu Kimdir<\/em><\/strong>?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fsizo\u011flu, 26 Eyl\u00fcl 1957 tarihinde Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019\u0131n \u00c7ermik il\u00e7esine ba\u011fl\u0131 Sinag k\u00f6y\u00fcnde do\u011fdu. (Sinag, K\u00fcrt\u00e7enin Zaza leh\u00e7esinde yama\u00e7, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs anlam\u0131na gelir. Resmi kay\u0131tlarda k\u00f6y\u00fcn ismi Sinek yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.) Do\u011fumunu \u015fu dizelerle dile getirmektedir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cben do\u011fmu\u015fum eyl\u00fcl yirmi alt\u0131 da
bin dokuz y\u00fcz elli yedi y\u0131l\u0131nda
sebzeler o gece ye\u015filken yanm\u0131\u015f
g\u00fcz bahar\u0131n en g\u00fczel k\u0131vam\u0131nda\u201d (s.164)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lkokulu k\u00f6yde, ortaokulu ise 5 km. uzakl\u0131ktaki \u00c7ermik il\u00e7esinde okudu. 1972 y\u0131l\u0131nda Diyarbak\u0131r Erkek \u0130lk\u00f6\u011fretmen Okulu s\u0131nav\u0131n\u0131 kazand\u0131. 1976 y\u0131l\u0131ndan itibaren \u00f6\u011fretmen hareketi i\u00e7inde yer ald\u0131. 1978 y\u0131l\u0131nda Ankara\u2019da d\u00fczenlenen Demokratik E\u011fitim Kurultay\u0131\u2019na Diyarbak\u0131r Delegesi olarak kat\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6\u011fretmenlerin mesleki demokratik \u00f6rg\u00fct\u00fc T\u00f6b-Der\u2019in \u00e7e\u015fitli kademelerinde g\u00f6rev ald\u0131, eylemlerine kat\u0131ld\u0131. 1988 y\u0131l\u0131 sonras\u0131nda ticarete at\u0131ld\u0131. Halen Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da ticaretle u\u011fra\u015fmaktad\u0131r. Evli olup Bilen, Ekim ve Yaren Eyl\u00fcl adlar\u0131nda \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7ocu\u011fu var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum<\/strong> yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f ilk eseridir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131 20 \u015eubat 2011 tarihinde<\/strong>:
http:\/\/www.insanokur.org da,
http:\/\/www.gonulsitesi.net de,
http:\/\/www.ergani.gen.tr de,
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http:\/\/www.gelawej.net de,
http:\/\/www.kuyerel.com da yay\u0131mland\u0131<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n

amed<\/a>, <\/span>cehennemde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum<\/a>, <\/span>cumali e\u015fsizo\u011flu<\/a>, <\/span>Diyarbak\u0131r Cezaevi<\/a>, <\/span>Salih \u015eim\u015fek ve M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/a>, <\/span>Sinag k\u00f6y\u00fc<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cAmed\u2019in Ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00c7izen Dicle\u2019dir\u201d Bilenler bilir. Diyarbak\u0131r s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 insan\u0131 yakar, Cehennem\u00ee bir s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131r. Bu s\u0131cakl\u0131k fizik\u00ee bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k de\u011fil sadece, K\u00fcrt co\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131 kas\u0131p kavuran ve yak\u0131p duman eden politik bask\u0131lar\u0131n yo\u011funla\u015fm\u0131\u015f halidir ayn\u0131 zamanda. B\u00f6ylesi cehennem\u00ee bir yerde, \u201cakreplerin y\u0131lanlar\u0131n ininde\/k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri kadar taze kalmak\u201d (s.4) \u00e7ok zor oldu\u011fundan olacak ki, \u015fairimiz Cumali E\u015fsizo\u011flu \u201cCehennemde \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyorum\u201d diyor. Gen\u00e7li\u011finde, \u00c7ukurova\u2019da pamuk toplamada \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken \u0131rgatlar\u0131n \u00e7ok \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in, imamlar\u0131n sabah ezan\u0131n\u0131 daha erken ak\u015fam ezanlar\u0131n\u0131 daha ge\u00e7 okuduklar\u0131na (s.9), b\u00fct\u00fcn de\u011ferlerin ayaklar alt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131na tan\u0131k olur. Y\u00fcre\u011fi titrer, acemice de olsa s\u0131n\u0131fsal i\u00e7erikli \u015fiirler yazmaya ba\u015flar. \u00c7ok sonralar\u0131 dili ve varl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[1484,3438,294,2360,2361,2359],"class_list":["post-5058","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-amed","tag-cehennemde-usuyorum-2","tag-cumali-essizoglu","tag-diyarbakir-cezaevi","tag-salih-simsek-ve-muslum-uzulmez","tag-sinag-koyu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5058","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5058"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5058\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6775,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5058\/revisions\/6775"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5058"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5058"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5058"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}