{"id":4890,"date":"1999-11-01T13:48:00","date_gmt":"1999-11-01T13:48:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4890"},"modified":"2025-07-20T18:12:02","modified_gmt":"2025-07-20T18:12:02","slug":"hazinenin-anahtari-baba-oguldan-siirler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4890","title":{"rendered":"Hazinenin Anahtar\u0131 (Baba-O\u011fuldan \u015eiirler)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Cuma \u00dcz\u00fclmez-M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez, Kendi Yay\u0131n\u0131, Kas\u0131m 1999, \u0130stanbul, 85 sayfa.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6NS\u00d6Z<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitab\u0131 yay\u0131na haz\u0131rlarken; annem, babama ait eski yaz\u0131 ile (Arap harfleriyle) yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kitap ve el yazmas\u0131 defterlerini g\u00f6nderdi. Defterlerinden birinde Latin harfleriyle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015fiirlerini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u015fiirlerin sararm\u0131\u015f defter yapraklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda kalmas\u0131na g\u00f6nl\u00fcm raz\u0131 olmad\u0131, g\u00fczel hat\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmak vefa borcum ve g\u00f6revim oldu. Bu nedenle, kitab\u0131n\u0131n iki kitaptan olu\u015fmas\u0131na karar verdim. \u015eiirlerin bir k\u0131sm\u0131na ili\u015fkin dipnot olarak baz\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin T\u00fcrk\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131klamalar\u0131 taraf\u0131mdan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arap harfleri ile yaz\u0131l\u0131 olanlar\u0131n Latin harflerine \u00e7evrimi ise bir dostumun yard\u0131m\u0131 sayesinde yap\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Babam; “A\u015fka esir olan benem<\/em>” ve “Bir dem a\u015fks\u0131z olmayay\u0131m<\/em>” diyen Yunus Emre gibi “a\u015fk\u0131<\/em>“, Pir Sultan gibi hep “dost<\/em>” ve “erenler<\/em>“i arad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gelincik Yurdunda Bahar adl\u0131 \u015fiir kitab\u0131mda an\u0131s\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve bu kitapta yeniden yer verdi\u011fim “Vedala\u015fmadan Giden<\/em>” adl\u0131 \u015fiir, kendi el yazmas\u0131 Arap\u00e7a yaz\u0131 \u00f6rnekleri ve foto\u011fraflar kan\u0131mca onu daha iyi tan\u0131man\u0131z\u0131 sa\u011flar. Onu sayg\u0131 ile an\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bana ait \u015fiirlere gelince, karar okuyucular\u0131nd\u0131r. Ama \u015funu belirtmeliyim ki, ben amat\u00f6rce yazmay\u0131 seviyorum ve yazmam gerekti\u011fine inan\u0131yorum. Ayr\u0131ca, yazma bana keyif veriyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n beyninde olu\u015fan a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 enerjinin bo\u015fal\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayan sevgi kanallar\u0131 t\u0131kal\u0131 ise, o insan\u0131n bedeni ve ruhu ac\u0131 \u00e7eker. Ben yazmakla sevgi kanallar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funca, a\u00e7\u0131k tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim i\u00e7in \u015fiir; ya\u015famakt\u0131r, h\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u00fcr, sevin\u00e7tir, ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131d\u0131r, payla\u015fmakt\u0131r, sevgidir, \u00f6fkedir, a\u015fkt\u0131r. Can Y\u00fccel’in dedi\u011fi gibi “\u015eiir, evrenin i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fck seslerin molek\u00fcl ve atomlardan ba\u015flayan b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, bu b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn m\u00fczi\u011fidir<\/em>.” K\u0131saca \u015fiir, az s\u00f6zle g\u00fczel ve \u00f6zl\u00fc s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle ruhlar\u0131 sarsmakt\u0131r. Yeri geldi\u011finde silaha mermi s\u00fcrer gibi, yeri geldi\u011finde de sevgiliye k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl sunar gibi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evet, yazmay\u0131 seviyorum. Yazmaya devam edece\u011fim. Bak\u0131n Anton \u00c7ehov ne diyor: “Yazabilece\u011finiz kadar \u00e7ok yaz\u0131n! Parmaklar\u0131n\u0131z k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131ncaya dek yaz\u0131n, yaz\u0131n, yaz\u0131n!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sayg\u0131lar\u0131mla…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u015e\u0130\u0130RLER<\/strong>
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 K\u0130TAP<\/strong>
M\u00fcsl\u00fcm \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n


&
\u015fiirlerim
sana bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck gibi ula\u015fmal\u0131
ve yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl gibi konmal\u0131
yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 koydu\u011funda
bir nefes gibi teninde dola\u015fmal\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hayat\u0131m\u0131n Yaz\u0131nday\u0131m<\/strong>
k\u0131rkdokuz ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 geride b\u0131rakt\u0131m.
g\u00fcnler, aylar, y\u0131llar
ve de gen\u00e7li\u011fimin bahar\u0131,
su gibi akt\u0131 gitti.
\u015fimdi,
hayat\u0131m\u0131n yaz\u0131nday\u0131m,
bekliyorum \u00e7aresiz
son bahar\u0131m\u0131,
koklamak istiyorum
ak\u0131llara ziyan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerin
tomurcuklanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcllerini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Payla\u015fan\u0131n Olmal\u0131<\/strong>
y\u00fcrekten payla\u015fan\u0131n yoksa
i\u00e7kiden \u00e7ok
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler sarho\u015f eder adam\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Deniz Yutar Ate\u015f Yakar<\/strong>
1.<\/strong>
k\u0131r\u0131k tespih tanesi gibi da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k.
koruyamad\u0131 beni
do\u011fdu\u011fum kent diyarbak\u0131r.
istanbul’a s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m, o da ele verdi.
2.<\/strong>
yan\u0131yor i\u00e7im, do\u011fdu\u011fum kent ate\u015f.
ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kent ise deniz
bo\u011fabilir beni.
\u00f6l\u00fcm
pusu kurmu\u015f,
g\u00f6zl\u00fcyor \u00f6r\u00fcmcek gibi geleni gideni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Takvim Yapraklar\u0131<\/strong>
takvim yapraklar\u0131 solsa da
ya\u015fananlar\u0131 unutmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc?
olaylar bir bir ge\u00e7er kayda
beyinde haf\u0131za dosyalar\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

unutmad\u0131m!
zindanlar\u0131n u\u011fultusu kulaklar\u0131m\u0131 her \u00e7\u0131nlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131 h\u00fczn\u00fcnde y\u00fcre\u011fimin derisi y\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr
g\u00f6z bebeklerime tak\u0131l\u0131r resmin
seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bil ki g\u00fczelim
g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 esirgemeyece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bir Kez Daha Denemeliyiz<\/strong>
1.<\/strong>
karanl\u0131kta zehirli,
\u0131\u015f\u0131kta k\u00f6r olan le\u015f karga s\u00fcr\u00fcleri
sard\u0131 d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,
ku\u015fat\u0131ld\u0131k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u015fimiz zor diye
yar\u0131 yoldan d\u00f6necek de\u011filiz.
kuyru\u011fu titretmeden
hayatla oyun oynamay\u0131 bir kez daha denemeliyiz,
art\u0131k d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2.<\/strong>
ko\u00e7ero,
sen yenildin.
ben,
yoluma devam edece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130nsan Umutsuz da Ya\u015fayamaz ki\u2026<\/strong>
umutla ba\u011fland\u0131k.
umut ikicanl\u0131, karn\u0131 burnunda
derken,
ku\u015fku d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc umuduma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fimdi yeniden
ruhumun derinliklerinde ku\u015fku ate\u015fleri yakan
k\u00f6z\u00fc, s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in
mavi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde
kanat kanada sevgilimle u\u00e7mak
ve tomurcuklar\u0131n\u0131 yeni a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f
koklanmay\u0131 arzulayan \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe konmak isteyen
bir kelebek gibi yepyeni bir umut pe\u015findeyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

insan umutsuz da ya\u015fayamaz ki\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Yine Efk\u00e2rl\u0131y\u0131m<\/strong>
umutlar\u0131ma kar ya\u011fd\u0131
buz tutmu\u015f d\u00fc\u015flerim.
a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7ak a\u00e7maz
yine efk\u00e2rl\u0131y\u0131m.
efk\u00e2rl\u0131 bu halimle
sindirilmi\u015f asfalt yollarda dudaklar\u0131mda \u0131sl\u0131k,
ellerim cebimde,
bilinmeyenlere ta\u015f\u0131yan ad\u0131mlarla
serseri bir may\u0131n gibi dola\u015farak
dalgalar\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yledi\u011fi deniz kenar\u0131nda,
sala\u015f bir meyhaneye oturup
yosun, tuz ve deniz kokusunun sarho\u015flu\u011funda
ve mart\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla bir y\u00fckselip bir al\u00e7alarak
ve sevi\u015fircesine denize kanat vurup
y\u00fckselmesinin g\u00fczelli\u011fi e\u015fli\u011finde
anason ve etilalkol kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u0131
k\u0131z belli ince, uzun kristal bardaklara
doldurup ha doldurup
ad\u0131mlar\u0131m ta\u015f\u0131mamaya,
ba\u015f\u0131m d\u00f6n\u00fcnceye
g\u00f6zlerim kapan\u0131ncaya kadar demlenerek
iyice efk\u00e2r m\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmal\u0131y\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yoksa
sis kaplam\u0131\u015f, kimsesiz, kirli tenha sokaklarda
uyuz gece lambalar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda
elektrik direklerine arkada\u015fl\u0131k m\u0131 etmeliyim?
bilmiyorum
\u015fu anda sudan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bal\u0131k gibiyim.
bir tek bildi\u011fim,
ya\u015fam\u0131n ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fcn art\u0131k
dayan\u0131lmaz s\u0131n\u0131ra yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131
ve ufukta da
umudun ayak seslerinin olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
yine de ben her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131n
kirazlar\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131,
ve sevgilinin ayak seslerini,
umutla bekliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Geceler
1.<\/strong>
elektrik tellerinin t\u00fcrk\u00fcler s\u00f6yledi\u011fi,
yapraks\u0131z kavak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n
g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne uzanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131plak dallar\u0131yla \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131,
so\u011fuk zifiri karanl\u0131k kad\u0131nca gecelerde
uykum ka\u00e7ar,
uyurum uyan\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yata\u011f\u0131mda k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131p d\u00f6nd\u00fck\u00e7e
h\u00fczne g\u00f6m\u00fclen
b\u00f6ylesi gergin ve yorgun ge\u00e7en gecelerimde,
g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesimin t\u00e2 dibinde inad\u0131na
direnir k\u0131p\u0131rday\u0131p duran y\u00fcre\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2.<\/strong>
ve uykum ka\u00e7sa da
sabah g\u00fcn a\u011farmas\u0131yla
biliyorum yap\u0131lmas\u0131 gereken \u015feyler
beni bekler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ozan yerinde ve g\u00fczel s\u00f6ylemi\u015f:
“gece, esir oluyor d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere insan”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Dalgalar Ate\u015fliyor Y\u00fcre\u011fimi
1.<\/strong>
u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z bozk\u0131r\u0131n
sonsuz yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131r \u015fimdi g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131z.
bak, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor beni:
co\u015fkun akan suyun sesi,
kekik kokulu r\u00fczgar
g\u00fclen deniz,
k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6pen dalga
ve b\u0131\u00e7ak gibi insan y\u00fcre\u011fini \u00e7izen,
g\u00f6zlerdeki bak\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2.<\/strong>
alevlenen deniz f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131 i\u00e7inde
dalgalar ate\u015fliyor y\u00fcre\u011fimi.
ate\u015flese ne olur deme
k\u00f6z benim i\u00e7imde
yak\u0131yor ci\u011ferimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3.<\/strong>
yang\u0131n yurdunda ben,
tan\u0131ms\u0131z mutlulu\u011fun kayna\u011f\u0131
en temiz sevin\u00e7lerin tad\u0131na varmak i\u00e7in
i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerek bekliyorum \u015fimdi;
g\u00fcne\u015fe boyanm\u0131\u015f bulutlar\u0131n
\u00fcst\u00fcmden ge\u00e7mesini,
bir de
\u00f6p\u00fclerek r\u00fcyalar\u0131mdan uyand\u0131r\u0131lmay\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Duygular Bu Kadar Yoksulla\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131?<\/strong>
\u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alan telli kavaklarda
\u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyen minik ser\u00e7em:
durmadan \u015fiddetin zehri kusulurken
nas\u0131l oluyor da bu kadar
sa\u011f\u0131rla\u015fabiliyor insan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

duygular bu kadar yoksulla\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131
ve ak\u0131l duygu ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoksa\u2026 t\u00fcmden mi kesti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u00d6fkenin Ba\u011fr\u0131nda B\u00fcy\u00fcyenler<\/strong>
duygular\u0131n parampar\u00e7a
ya\u015fam\u0131n amans\u0131z
ve bazen de
anlams\u0131z,
a\u00e7\u0131kg\u00f6zlerin
bir tilki kadar kurnaz
bir y\u0131lan kadar sinsi
bir al\u0131c\u0131 ku\u015f kadar zalim
oldu\u011fu
a\u00e7l\u0131k hastal\u0131k ve zamans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcmlerin
eksik olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131
s\u0131k\u0131lan yumruklarda
atan y\u00fcreklerde
\u00f6fke patlamalar\u0131n\u0131n
ve bazen de \u00f6l\u00fcm sessizli\u011finin ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131
kavga topra\u011f\u0131, k\u0131rsalda do\u011fan
ve b\u0131\u00e7ak s\u0131rt\u0131 varo\u015flarda yeti\u015fenlerin \u00f6fkesinden
kolay de\u011fil kurtulmak!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene:
akreplerle dolu bir \u00e7ukura
ya da a\u00e7 bir kurdun \u00f6n\u00fcne at\u0131lman\u0131n deh\u015fetini?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sorun<\/strong>
insan\u0131n insan olma s\u00fcrecinde
bir \u00fcst s\u0131\u00e7rama olacak olan,
“insan\u0131n insana kullu\u011funa son verecek” sava\u015f\u0131n
bir sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olarak “kahrolsun” dedi\u011fim \u015feyler
kahrolmad\u0131.
Ku\u015fatt\u0131lar, \u015fimdi harfler harp d\u00fczeninde
\u00e7apraz ate\u015f alt\u0131nday\u0131m.
g\u00fcc\u00fc olu\u015fturan “birli\u011fin” da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131
ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel anlamda yenilginin peri\u015fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131
ve y\u0131lan \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fmalar
ve “dostlar\u0131n her zaman vefal\u0131 olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131”
beri yandan “paran\u0131n padi\u015fahl\u0131\u011f\u0131”
ve ya\u015fam\u0131n alabildi\u011fine a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fmas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda
art\u0131k sorun,
savunma sorunu de\u011fil.
William Shakespeare’nin dedi\u011fi gibi
sorun:
“to be or not to be” yani “olmak veya olmamak.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Savunma Siperlerini Y\u0131kal\u0131m<\/strong>
yaprak k\u0131m\u0131ldamaz, sa\u011f\u0131r sessizlikte
fincanlarla at\u0131lan zarlar gibi
hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 orta yere atmayal\u0131m
tamam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ama pasifli\u011fin dayan\u0131lmaz k\u0131skac\u0131
ve ac\u0131s\u0131ndan da \u00e7\u0131kal\u0131m.
beklemenin sonu yok!
y\u00fczy\u0131llar\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yleyerek
y\u0131kal\u0131m savunma siperlerini,
d\u00f6kelim art\u0131k birlikte,
cehennem s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00f6k\u00fcmhanesinde
a\u015fkla k\u0131z\u0131l bahar g\u00fcllerini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7i\u00e7ek Kar Alt\u0131nda Boy Atar<\/strong>
tatl\u0131 dudaklar\u0131nda badem ezdi\u011fim
nisan ya\u011fmurlar\u0131nda,
a\u015fka ve ya\u015fama te\u011fet ge\u00e7meden
co\u015fkulu y\u00fcrek at\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda bekleyi\u015f,
arzulu dudaklarda ate\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131zla\u015f\u0131rsa;
sert renkli kayalar\u0131 y\u0131kayan,
kulaklar\u0131 ok\u015fayan
k\u00f6p\u00fckleri bir g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran,
k\u00f6p\u00fcrerek deli deli y\u0131lan gibi k\u0131vr\u0131lan \u0131rmakta
peri k\u0131zlar\u0131 y\u0131kan\u0131rsa;
sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131nda
bak nas\u0131l g\u00f6k y\u00fcz\u00fcnde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r
g\u00f6r nas\u0131l g\u00f6zleri ok\u015fayan lal k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcller a\u00e7ar.
karanl\u0131k gece
senin beyaz g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r,
\u00e7i\u00e7ek kar alt\u0131nda boy atar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fafak
kan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131
b\u0131\u00e7ak keser karpuzu
i\u00e7im serinler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Endi\u015fe Etme<\/strong>
kabaran s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f topraklara
k\u0131skan\u0131larak serpilen tohumlar
topra\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131nda can bulunca filizlenir,
sab\u0131rs\u0131z boyatmay\u0131 bekler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tohum misali sab\u0131rl\u0131 ol,
i\u00e7in kan a\u011flamas\u0131n sevgilim,
hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z kalmaz
yeter ki
kalbinde sevgini saklamas\u0131n\u0131 bil!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kumar<\/strong>
hayat\u0131m\u0131z
ya hepten karanl\u0131k,
ya alaca karanl\u0131k
ya da alabildi\u011fine
olacak ayd\u0131nl\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

madem olmu\u015f hayat\u0131m\u0131z kumar
o zaman dubara yerine
ni\u00e7in d\u00fcbe\u015f veya olmas\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fe\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haydi,
seni g\u00f6rem!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zor Olan<\/strong>
denemeden bilinmez,
davranmaya kuvvet bulursak
o zaman i\u015fler y\u00fcr\u00fcr,
zor olan ba\u015flamakt\u0131r.
bir ba\u015flad\u0131n m\u0131
gelir ard\u0131ndan ba\u015far\u0131.
ba\u015flamak ve ba\u015farmak:
ne m\u00fcthi\u015f \u015fey!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ger\u00e7ek Olan<\/strong>
umudun polenleri
toplumun rahmine serpilmedik\u00e7e
sabahlar\u0131
\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan bereketli g\u00fczelli\u011fiyle
ayd\u0131nlatmaz bizi g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harika Tad\u0131mlar<\/strong>
i\u00e7ki \u00fcz\u00fcmden
a\u015fk y\u00fcrekten
dam\u0131t\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ben, harika bu dam\u0131t\u0131mlar\u0131
hep tatmak isterim
beni bekler \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc
de\u011ferlenen dirilen g\u00fczellik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sak\u0131n<\/strong>
sak\u0131n g\u00f6zlerini kapama
\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan g\u00f6zlere
sak\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nme
\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda Is\u0131tmak \u0130stiyorum<\/strong>
balkonunda saks\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131,
kap\u0131lar\u0131 kilitli, beyaz badanal\u0131 evde
pencerelerin perdeleri \u00e7ekilince
rehin oluyorum yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa.
oysa,
g\u00fcl i\u015flemeli divana uzanm\u0131\u015f olan\u0131n hep
g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fcklerinde, \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131 bekliyorum
kar\u0131\u015fan soluklar\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f yavru bir g\u00fcvercinin y\u00fcre\u011fini
avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda \u0131s\u0131tmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm Kald\u0131<\/strong>
biliyorsun, g\u00f6z\u00fcm kald\u0131
\u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerde,
fena tutuldum
al yanak \u00fcst\u00fcndeki bene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seni Bekliyorum<\/strong>
bir ba\u015f\u0131na
karanl\u0131kta \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7almaktan b\u0131kt\u0131m.
kalmad\u0131 tahamm\u00fcll\u00fcm,
hemen yan\u0131ma gelmeni istiyorum
kanatlar\u0131nda bahar ak\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcjdesini ta\u015f\u0131yan
ku\u015f mis\u00e2li.
gelmedi\u011finde bil ki
yoklu\u011fun pasl\u0131 han\u00e7er gibi kanat\u0131r y\u00fcre\u011fimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ak\u0131ll\u0131 olmay\u0131 ak\u0131ll\u0131lara b\u0131rak\u0131yorum,
ben, y\u00fcre\u011fimin sesini dinliyorum,
vuran ve vurulan sol yan\u0131mla
seni bekliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gel<\/strong>
gel!
gidi\u015fini izledim
batan g\u00fcne\u015fin h\u00fczn\u00fcyle\u2026
elimde de\u011fil
ak\u0131llara ziyan g\u00fczelli\u011fin g\u00fczel d\u00fc\u015fleri
ve g\u00fcnahkar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler
ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f beni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gel!
a\u015fk fukaralar\u0131 bunu anlayamaz
g\u00fczelli\u011fin hazz\u0131nda
t\u00fcm kirlerden ar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fimle
arkada\u015fl\u0131k etmekteyim \u015fimdi
beyaz bulutlara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gel, ne olur?
son baharda sararm\u0131\u015f yapraklardan
akan h\u00fcz\u00fcn gibi b\u0131rak\u0131p gitme beni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gel!
bilirsin a\u015f\u0131klar beklemeyi sevmez
ate\u015ftir beklemek
ac\u0131 verir
yakar insan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gel!
reddetmek cimriliktir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beni Ya\u015fama Ba\u011fl\u0131yan Kokular<\/strong>
ya\u011fan rahmetle
\u0131slanm\u0131\u015f toprak kokusu
ve topra\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6l yata\u011f\u0131nda boy verip
filizlenmi\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokusu
ve f\u0131r\u0131ndan yeni \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f
k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f ekmek kokusu
ve ya\u015fam\u0131n gizini \u00e7\u00f6zmede
emek, bilim ve kimyasallar\u0131n yo\u011funla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131
laboratuar kokusu
ve sararm\u0131\u015f bu\u011fday ba\u015faklar\u0131 gibi bereket y\u00fckl\u00fc
memeleri patlam\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl tomurcuklu
kad\u0131n kokusu
ve b\u00fct\u00fcn masumiyeti ve tazeli\u011fiyle
d\u00fcnyaya “merhaba” diyen
\u00e7ocuk kokusu
benim i\u00e7in:
hayatta olman\u0131n
ve ayakta kalman\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131
duygu f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131nda ya\u015faman\u0131n
ya\u015fam\u0131 a\u015fkla birle\u015ftirmenin iksiridir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6rt Mevsim A\u015fk
1.<\/strong>
bir baharla olmaz:
a\u015fk\u0131 d\u00f6rt mevsim ya\u015famal\u0131.
a\u015fkt\u0131r,
k\u0131\u015f\u0131n so\u011fukta i\u00e7imi \u0131s\u0131tan,
bahar\u0131n i\u00e7ime dolu dolu ya\u011fan,
yaz\u0131n s\u0131cakta i\u00e7imi serinleten
ve yaz bitiminde h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc g\u00f6zlerindeki p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131yla
i\u00e7imde \u015fim\u015fek \u00e7akan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2.<\/strong>
a\u015fk!.. a\u015fk!.. a\u015fk!..
senin i\u00e7in;
ne kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey yaz\u0131ld\u0131,
ne kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00e7izildi,
ne kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey s\u00f6ylendi.
\u015fimdi ben,
ne yazay\u0131m
ne \u00e7izeyim
ne s\u00f6yleyeyim?
sadece
bu bedende bu kalp att\u0131k\u00e7a
ben, menek\u015feleri
koklamaya devam edece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3.<\/strong>
bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z bana hayretle:
“bu ya\u015fta a\u015fkla ilgili yazman ne g\u00fczel!”diyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

niye yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim, sevindim
ve ona \u015fu yan\u0131t\u0131 verdim:
“g\u00fczel olan her \u015feyde a\u015fk vard\u0131r.
nas\u0131l d\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u00fcyorsa
hem kendi hem g\u00fcne\u015fin \u00e7evresinde
ya\u015fam da d\u00f6n\u00fcyor,
hem kendi, hem de a\u015fk\u0131n ekseninde.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne Olur?<\/strong>
sen,
k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri
ve a\u015fka dair \u015fiir olsan
ve ben,
anlaml\u0131 g\u00f6zlerin elmasl\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda
o t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri s\u00f6yleyen
o \u015fiirleri okuyan
ozan olsam
ve okuduk\u00e7a
co\u015fsam
h\u00fcz\u00fcnlensem
ve bazen de a\u011flayarak
dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7atlaklar\u0131ndaki s\u0131z\u0131y\u0131 gidersem
ne olur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nce \u00c7izgi<\/strong>
ne
iyi insan
ne de
k\u00f6t\u00fc insan var
insan\u0131n do\u011fas\u0131nda
\u00e7eli\u015fki var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yaln\u0131z \u00e7eli\u015fkiler yuma\u011f\u0131 bu ya\u015famda
iyi insan k\u00f6t\u00fc insan ayr\u0131m\u0131nda
bence \u00f6nemli olan
insan olarak do\u011fmak de\u011fil,
insan olarak kalabilmek
soysuzlu\u011fun ince \u00e7izgisine d\u00fc\u015fmeden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

En G\u00fczeli Y\u00fckseklerde U\u00e7mak<\/strong>
sarm\u0131\u015f
d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131:
al\u00e7ak
cahil
aptal
tembel
\u00e7irkin
oysa:
al\u00e7ak
y\u00fccelmez,
cahil
dinlenmez,
aptal
\u00e7ekilmez,
tembel
\u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaz,
\u00e7irkin
sevilmez.
hamamb\u00f6ce\u011fi,
karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131
fare,
deli\u011fi
sever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ben:
ne al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131
ne cahili
ne aptal\u0131
ne tembeli
ne \u00e7irkini
ne fareyi
ne hamamb\u00f6ce\u011fini
ve ne de karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131
severim.
her zaman g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde
g\u00fcne\u015fe yak\u0131n kanat \u00e7\u0131rpan
\u015fahin gibi y\u00fccelerde u\u00e7may\u0131
ve kanatlar\u0131nda
renklerin geometrisini ta\u015f\u0131yan kelebekler gibi
g\u00fczelli\u011fi y\u00fcreklerde k\u00f6k salan \u00e7i\u00e7eklere konmay\u0131 severim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu Ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131?<\/strong>
bir yerlerde okumu\u015ftum,
ismini \u015fimdi hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcnl\u00fc bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr:
“akl\u0131m hep beni yan\u0131lt\u0131yor” diyordu?
benimde:
iyi insan diye bildiklerim,
iyi dost dediklerim
s\u00f6z birli\u011fi etmi\u015f\u00e7esine, beni yan\u0131lt\u0131yorlar.
akl\u0131m\u0131n bu bana ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 oyunu?
art\u0131k akl\u0131ma g\u00fcven(m)iyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6t\u00fc Haber<\/strong>
hastane hastane dola\u015f\u0131yorum
ayaklar\u0131mda korkun\u00e7 a\u011fr\u0131 var.
kan tahlili, r\u00f6ntgen vs.
kemik erimesi diyor doktorlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kemiklerim eriyecekse
demek ki a\u011fr\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcyecektir
haz\u0131r olmal\u0131y\u0131m ac\u0131 re\u00e7etelere.
14 Temmuz 1998<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcme Dair<\/strong>
\u00f6l\u00fcm ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz.
\u00d6l\u00fcmde,
iyi olan
ve k\u00f6t\u00fc olan
bir \u015fey yok.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6l\u00fcmde,
k\u00f6t\u00fc olan
hayat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famadan
hayat\u0131n\u0131n bahar\u0131nda
ya\u015fama g\u00f6zleri yummakt\u0131r.
\u00d6l\u00fcmde,
iyi olan
ele g\u00fcne muhta\u00e7 olmadan,
elden ayaktan d\u00fc\u015fmeden
zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde
hayata son noktay\u0131 koymakt\u0131r.
en g\u00fczeli ise, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn do\u011fal\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131p,
hayat\u0131n rehberi,
do\u011fan\u0131n sonsuzlu\u011funa kar\u0131\u015fmakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Velhas\u0131l,
\u00f6l\u00fcm korkun\u00e7 de\u011fil.
korkun\u00e7 olan,
ya\u015farken \u00e7ekilen ac\u0131lard\u0131r,
varaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yer nihayetinde
ince, uzun kara servilerin dibi de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tepeden T\u0131rna\u011fa<\/strong>
e\u011fer memur isen:
sevgilinle
ne ay ba\u015f\u0131nda
ne ay sonunda
\u015f\u00f6yle bir bo\u011faz’a gidip
ne g\u00fczelce bir bal\u0131k yiyebilirsin
ne de bir duble has\u0131ndan rak\u0131 i\u00e7ebilirsin.
ancak,
aval aval gelip-ge\u00e7en gemileri seyredebilirsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

insan\u0131n
yapmak istediklerini yapmamas\u0131 ne k\u00f6t\u00fc,
bundan daha kahredici bir \u015fey olabilir mi?
bu ve ba\u015fka \u015feylerden
b\u0131\u00e7ak s\u0131rt\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 duygular\u0131m\u0131n
\u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6fkesinden
\u00fcrperen bedenim, tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa ac\u0131
\u00fcrperen bedenim, tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa \u0131st\u0131rap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Tozlu Dosyalar Aras\u0131nda<\/strong>
biz memurlar,
tozlu dosyalar aras\u0131nda \u00e7eki\u015ftiririz:
\u00fcstlerimizi,
astlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131,
ve arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.
g\u00fcn boyu konu\u015furuz:
spor kul\u00fcplerinin transferlerini,
televizyondaki ak\u015fam
haberlerini,
dizileri
ve biraz da
“\u00fclkenin b\u00fcy\u00fck sorunlar\u0131n\u0131”
ama nedense konu\u015fmay\u0131z hi\u00e7
kendi sorunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131.
A\u011fustos 1999<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Utanma, Devrimci Bir Duygudur”<\/strong>
memur oldum diye
bana:
‘ahmak’ desinler
‘korkak’ desinler
‘dinozor’ desinler
ama yeter ki bana:
‘i\u015fini bilir’,’r\u00fc\u015fvet\u00e7i’ demesinler.
pis i\u015fleri h\u00fcner bilmem
y\u00fcz\u00fcm k\u0131zar\u0131r utanc\u0131mdan.
marx’da demiyor mu?
“utanma
devrimci bir duygudur.”
demek daha tiridimiz \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131
deldirmedik postu.
tabi, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyen y\u00fcrekler anlamaz bunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ak\u0131l Denen Potansiyeli Kullanal\u0131m<\/strong>
hallerinden memnun olmayan
zavall\u0131 insanlar:
kurtar\u0131c\u0131 arar
ya da \u00f6l\u00fcden \u015fefaat bekler.
ak\u0131l\u0131 insanlar ise:
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce \u00fcretir, sorunlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zer
ve gelece\u011fe ili\u015fkin hedef koyar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ne olur?
ak\u0131l denen potansiyeli kullanal\u0131m da
ziyan olmas\u0131n g\u00fczel y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zor Ama\u2026<\/strong>
zaman ne yaman
mide bo\u011faz i\u00e7in
para pul i\u00e7in
makam koltuk i\u00e7in
\u00e7ok insan da
ne set kald\u0131 ne yiv
oldular yalama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6n\u00fcyor \u00e7ark ama
zor olsa da \u00f6zveriyle
zaman \u00e7ark\u0131n\u0131n di\u015fleri aras\u0131nda
de\u011ferler felsefesine sahip
direnenler var h\u00e2l\u00e2\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kar\u015f\u0131y\u0131m<\/strong>
insan\u0131 insan yapan \u00f6zellikler:
sevgi
sayg\u0131,
iyilik
g\u00fczellik,
bilgelik
\u00e7al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k,
eli a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131k
do\u011fruluk,
yi\u011fitlik
erdem,
yard\u0131m
ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131k
ve y\u00fcceliktir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ben bunlarla var\u0131m.
bunlar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olanlar\u0131n,
bende kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olurum onlar\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Devrim<\/strong>
devrim
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekle ba\u015flar
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekle geli\u015fir
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekle ya\u015far
ve
ge\u00e7mi\u015ften gelece\u011fe
do\u011fru ak\u0131p
ge\u00e7mi\u015fi ve gelece\u011fi
ayd\u0131nlatan
bir yaratmalar dizisi
bir ba\u015far\u0131lar b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Demirba\u015f<\/strong>
ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda “devlet baba”
yetmezmi\u015f gibi
denir, “her eve laz\u0131m” bir baba.
ve her yerde bulunan
“mafya babas\u0131”n\u0131 saymasak
politikada demirba\u015f,
-musallat oldu
“s\u00fcleyman baba”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u011furlar Olsun<\/strong>
-Can Y\u00fccel’e<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

u\u011furlar olsun!
hayata dolu koyan,
zek\u00e2y\u0131 ve \u015fiiri
bir \u015farap gibi kadehlere doldurup
i\u00e7en ve i\u00e7iren
g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7i g\u00fclen
harika adam!
Eyl\u00fcl 1999<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 Damlalar \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyor
1.<\/strong>
onyedi a\u011fustos
gecenin zifiri karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
uykunun en derin noktas\u0131nda,
deprem, saat \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc be\u015f ge\u00e7e:
\u00f6nce u\u011fuldayarak \u00e7alkalad\u0131,
sonra sallad\u0131
ve yedi nokta d\u00f6rt \u015fiddetinde vurdu.
yer yar\u0131ld\u0131,
r\u00fcyalar b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc.
uyananlar uyan\u0131p
soka\u011fa f\u0131rlad\u0131.
uyanmaya zaman\u0131 olmayan binlerce insan\u0131
ya\u015fam\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lgan o an\u0131nda,
derinden gelen \u00f6l\u00fcm yakalad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

2.<\/strong>
o cehennem gecenin sabah\u0131
g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yeniden g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde
istanbul, izmit, adapazar\u0131, g\u00f6lc\u00fck ve yalova’da:
\u00f6l\u00fcm,
y\u0131k\u0131m
ve feryad\u0131n \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc sessizli\u011fi,
\u00f6l\u00fc kokusu ve \u00f6l\u00fcm korkusu
korkun\u00e7 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

3.<\/strong>
art\u00e7\u0131 ve s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 sars\u0131nt\u0131lar ya\u015f\u0131yoruz.
korkulu g\u00f6zlerde
yaralar kan\u0131yor, ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri yak\u0131yor
ve kurtarma ekibinin kollar\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk a\u011fl\u0131yor
ve sevecen ak\u015famlar\u0131 evinde a\u011f\u0131rlayan o \u00e7ocu\u011fun
g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131ndan akan \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 damlalar
korku tutmu\u015f \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.
A\u011fustos 1999<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ergani<\/strong>
\u00e7ocuklu\u011fumu
gen\u00e7li\u011fimi
delikanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131
ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m il\u00e7em:
kara lastikle dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7amurlu sokaklar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

saray
kemaliye
aziziye
ve bagur mahallelerini,
karpuz \u00e7atlatan so\u011fuk sular\u0131n\u0131,
mintonun suyu
papaz\u0131n g\u00f6l\u00fc
pehenin ta\u015f\u0131
k\u00fcp kayas\u0131
hil\u00e2r ma\u011faralar\u0131
makam da\u011f\u0131
ve a\u00e7an pi\u015fman a\u00e7mayan pi\u015fman\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orak sallad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ot bi\u00e7ti\u011fim ve kuzu g\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm
goconun tepesini
k\u0131rlar kilisesini
hatun d\u00fcz\u00fc
veso anay\u0131,
erik \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ku\u015f avlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bah\u00e7elerin
\u00fc\u00e7 evler
be\u015fikta\u015f\u0131
hac\u0131 filo
ho\u015frik
narl\u0131k
g\u00fclbaran\u0131,
oyun oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, kavga etti\u011fim
birbirimizi alt etmek i\u00e7in kahve ve parklar\u0131nda
saatlerce tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m, m\u00fcnaka\u015fa etti\u011fim
arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131
unutmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc?
inan ki
geceleri istanbul’da g\u0131rtla\u011f\u0131mdan ak\u0131yorsun
seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kabahat bende mi de\u011fil mi bilmiyorum?
al\u0131\u015famad\u0131m bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc, istanbul’un:
ne egzos ve k\u00f6m\u00fcr kokan havas\u0131na
ne \u00e7amur kokan suyuna
ne insan\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtan g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcne
ve ne de \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131 ta\u00e7 etmi\u015f insan\u0131na.
kendimi biraz zorunlu
ama g\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz mahkum etmi\u015fim
istanbul’un k\u00e2busuna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

benim \u015firin ve g\u00fczel il\u00e7em,
“kuzey mezopatamya’n\u0131n gani kenti” ergani:
unutma ki
unutulmu\u015flu\u011funu hep i\u00e7imde ta\u015f\u0131yorum.
ne olur?
beni anlatt\u0131klar\u0131mla de\u011fil,
anlatamad\u0131klar\u0131mla anla!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vedala\u015fmadan Giden<\/strong>
o,
yap\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7isi
ta\u015f yontucusu
bir “minare ustas\u0131”yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
bazen
\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7 gece
kumar masas\u0131ndan kalkmayan
ak\u015famlar\u0131 da birka\u00e7 tek atan,
ve hi\u00e7 kimseyi incitmeyen,
hi\u00e7 kimseye bor\u00e7lu olmayan,
seveni \u00e7ok
bir “g\u00f6n\u00fcl dostu”ydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda
hollanda da a\u011f\u0131r metal i\u015finde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan
ailesinin hasretine
dayanamay\u0131p d\u00f6n\u00fcp gelen
bir “gurbet\u00e7i”ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
i\u015fyerleri a\u00e7\u0131p
ticareti beceremeyen
ve “bana g\u00f6re i\u015f de\u011fil!” diyen
bir “esnaf”t\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
din tacirlerine k\u0131zan
\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 ayd\u0131nl\u0131k gelecek i\u00e7in
g\u00fcc\u00fc yetti\u011fince okutan,
\u00e7ocuklar\u0131 devrimci
kendisi tasavvufa g\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015f
bir “\u015feyh”di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
do\u011fayla her g\u00fcn i\u00e7 i\u00e7e olan,
g\u00fcvercin, tavuk, horoz, tav\u015fan,
k\u00f6pek, inek, koyun
ve ar\u0131 besleyen,
salatal\u0131k, domates, biber patl\u0131can,
turp, maydanoz, so\u011fan
ve \u00fcz\u00fcm, armut, kay\u0131s\u0131, kiraz yeti\u015ftiren
ve ar\u0131 kovanlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inden hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmayan
bir “balc\u0131 day\u0131”yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
bir o\u011flu cezaevinde siyasi tutuklu,
bir o\u011flu illegal,
bir o\u011flu da asker iken
f\u0131rsat\u0131 kollayan h\u0131rs\u0131zlar,
koyunlar\u0131n\u0131 ve ar\u0131 kovanlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
koyun ve ar\u0131lar\u0131na de\u011fil
kendi kimsesizli\u011fine k\u0131zan
ve “yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 f\u0131rsat bildiler!” deyip
a\u011flayan
ve her \u015feye ra\u011fmen
cezaevi \u00f6n\u00fcnden hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmayan
bir “baba”yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
gen\u00e7leri \u00e7ok seven
gen\u00e7lerin her zaman
bir “cuma day\u0131”s\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o
yata\u011f\u0131nda
a\u011f\u0131r hasta yatarken
kendisini ziyaret eden
dostum Cemal’in
“nas\u0131ls\u0131n day\u0131?”sorusuna:
“evlat bu gece
azrail ba\u015fucumda
dolan\u0131p durdu.
kalkt\u0131m
insanlar\u0131 kurtarmak i\u00e7in
ald\u0131m silah\u0131 vurmak istedim
ama ka\u00e7t\u0131.
aah! bir daha gelirse\u2026
ya ben onun anas\u0131n\u0131 ya o benim
anam\u0131 belleyecek.” diyen
bir “deli bilge”ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ve o,
\u00f6l\u00fcm geldi\u011finde bile
\u015fafakta kalk\u0131p
sebze bah\u00e7esi ve ar\u0131 kovanlar\u0131n\u0131n
aras\u0131nda gezen
sonra s\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc i\u00e7ip
sessiz sedas\u0131z
upuzun kalkmamak \u00fczere uzan\u0131p
ne bir a\u011fr\u0131
ne bir s\u0131z\u0131
\u00e7eken
ve bir daha geri gelmemek \u00fczere
vedala\u015fmadan giden
ve ruhunu do\u011fan\u0131n
engin esrar\u0131na g\u00f6nderen
hepimiz gibi
bir insand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o,
benim
sevgili babamd\u0131.
9 Temmuz 1995<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130K\u0130NC\u0130 K\u0130TAP
Cuma \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Hazinenin Anahtar\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan\u0131 arad\u0131m buldum \u00e2demde
G\u00fcl\u00fc arayan bulur g\u00fclist\u00e2nda
A dost nerede? kandedir kande
Nihayet buldum, candad\u0131r canda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yollar ayr\u0131l\u0131r, hep \u015faha gider
Yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcmekten ben b\u0131kt\u0131m me\u011fer
K\u0131rklar yediler oldular rehber
Nihayet buldum dostu, bendedir bende<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bende bir \u00e2\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7erim b\u00e2de
Gizli s\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131 demem ben yade
Kendini Cuma yakma sen beyhude
Hazinenin anahtar\u0131, sendedir sende<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6n\u00fcl<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6n\u00fcl sana demedim mi?
Hakk\u0131n yolu pek zor imi\u015f
Bu yola giden \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar
T\u00e2c\u0131 taht\u0131 terk eylemi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Madem yola girem dersin
Seher vakti eyle zari
Sen ol \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar serdar\u0131
Bug\u00fcn sana devr\u00e2n imi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cuma dost kervan\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcn
Yoluna sen seri verdin
\u0130smail gibi kurb\u00e2na
Haktan gelen kurb\u00e2n imi\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n Yolu<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Budur \u00e2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n yolu
Seher vakti eder z\u00e2r\u0131
B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn ahu fi\u011f\u00e2n\u0131
Dal\u0131nda bekler g\u00fclleri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c2\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n meclisinde
Eser daim seher yeli
Mansur olup Ene’l-hak der
S\u0131rr\u0131 vermez verir seri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sana derem behey karda\u015f
Uyan gel sende bu yola
G\u00f6resin sende o zaman
Ketreden bir umm\u00e2n ola<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Erenler meclisi budur
Bize uyan girsin yola
Perv\u00e2ne gibi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nma
Ar\u0131 ol! sen de bala gel<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cuma Ali budur erk\u00e2n
Sak\u0131n yolundan ayr\u0131lma
Bu yol \u00e2rifler yoludur
Erersin y\u00fcksek mak\u00e2ma<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00e2r: 1. Bitkin. 2. \u0130nleyen.
Ketre: Damla.
Umm\u00e2n: Engin deniz.
\u00c2rif: Bilen, bilgili.
Ene’l-hak: Hallac-\u0131 Mansur’u \u00f6l\u00fcme g\u00f6t\u00fcren “Ben hakk’\u0131m” anlam\u0131ndaki s\u00f6z. Mutasavv\u0131flar bu s\u00f6z\u00fc Vahdet-i V\u00fccut (varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n birli\u011fi) a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan yorumlam<\/em>\u0131\u015flard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yunusun Dedi\u011fi Gibi<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mak\u00e2m\u0131 evliy\u00e2d\u0131r ki
Gelir sana haktan nid\u00e2
Yunusun dedi\u011fi gibi
Kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r gider umm\u00e2na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu Nas\u0131l \u00c2lemdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu nas\u0131l \u00e2lemdir ya Rab
Kimi a\u011flar kimi g\u00fcler
Kimisi derbeder olmu\u015f
Kimi maks\u00fbduna erer<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kiminin \u015fan\u0131 \u015f\u00f6hreti
Y\u00fccelerden olmu\u015f y\u00fcce
Ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u00e2c\u0131 hullesi
Ne g\u00e2m\u0131 var ne de keder<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimisi anadan \u00fcryan
Ba\u015f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k yal\u0131n ayak
Niceler boynunu b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f
Mel\u00fcl mahsun olmu\u015f gezer<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimi sevdaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr
Ba\u011fr\u0131nda ate\u015fin k\u00f6z\u00fc
Musa olup T\u00fbr da\u011f\u0131nda
Cem\u00e2lini g\u00f6rmek diler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimini sult\u00e2n eyledin
Kimine derm\u00e2n vermedin
Cuma zind\u00e2n eyledin
Vatan\u0131ndan s\u00fcrg\u00fcn gider<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Maksud: Meram olunan,dilenilen \u015fey.
Mel\u00fcl: Usanm\u0131\u015f, bezmi\u015f, b\u0131km\u0131\u015f.
Hulle: 1.Cennet elbisesi. 2. \u00dc\u00e7 kere bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n tekrar al\u0131na bilmesi i\u00e7in ba\u015fkas\u0131na bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck nikah edilmesi.
Cemal: 1. G\u00fczellik, y\u00fcz g\u00fczelli\u011fi. 2. Bu g\u00fczellik, Tanr\u0131
kemalinin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc tutularak,Hakka eri\u015fmek i\u00e7in bir yol say\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya Rabb\u00ee<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gemicik oldum umm\u00e2na dald\u0131m
Ketrenin i\u00e7inde umm\u00e2n\u0131 buldum
Elifi okuyup be diyemedim
Akl\u0131m\u0131 zay eden noktas\u0131 oldu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cehennem dedin cennet yaratt\u0131n
Kullar\u0131 bir bir sorguya tuttun
Bir de yan\u0131na s\u0131rat\u0131 koydun
Rahm\u00e2n\u0131m dedin, rahm\u00een n’oldu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Senin s\u0131rr\u0131na hi\u00e7 ak\u0131l ermez
Gelenden sorar\u0131m konu\u015fma bilmez
Gidenin ard\u0131ndan bakar a\u011flar\u0131m
Giden bir daha geriye gelmez<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u0131na girince g\u00fcllerin derdim
Seni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce mest olup kald\u0131m
Cuma’ya imd\u00e2d Ya Rabb\u00ee dedim
Duman\u0131m ar\u015fta s\u00f6nmez alevim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zay: Zayi olan, yiten, kaybolan anlam\u0131nda.
Rahman: Kullar\u0131na ac\u0131mas\u0131 \u00e7ok olan Tanr\u0131.
Rahim: Esirgeyen, ac\u0131yan.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sult\u00e2n\u0131m (\u011eazel)<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u015flar\u0131nd\u0131r bana mihr\u00e2b\u0131 s\u00fck\u00fbt
Ve\u00e7hin bana secdeg\u00e2h oldu sult\u00e2n\u0131m
Ne h\u00fbrisin ne meleksin ne peri
Sen bir \u00e2fet-\u00ee cell\u00e2ts\u0131n yine sult\u00e2n\u0131m. Ah\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nalan\u0131mdan b\u00fclb\u00fcl fi\u011f\u00e2n kesti
B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya sukut i\u00e7re sanki bir yast\u0131
G\u00f6kde melekler tehlil-\u00fb tespihi kesti
Mor menek\u015fe boyun e\u011fdi sana sult\u00e2n\u0131m. Ah\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kolu ba\u011fl\u0131 ben kurb\u00e2na geldim
T\u0131\u011f\u0131 han\u00e7erinle yine sinemi deldin
Nice sult\u00e2nlar\u0131 kap\u0131na kul eyledin
Cuma bir esiri kulam yine sult\u00e2n\u0131m. Ah\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mihrab: 1. Camilerde, tap\u0131naklarda kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durulan yer. 2. \u00dcmitle bak\u0131lan, \u00fcmitle ba\u011flan\u0131lan yer.3. Sevgilinin ka\u015flar\u0131.
S\u00fck\u00fbt: Susma, sessizlik, s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylememe.
Vecih: 1. G\u00fczel, ho\u015f. 2. Uygun, m\u00fcnasip.
Nal\u00e2n: \u0130nleyen.
Tehlil: “L\u00e2ill\u00e2he illallah” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yleme.
Tesbih: “S\u00fcphanallah” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yleme.
Sukut: 1.A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inme, d\u00fc\u015fme. 2.B\u00fcy\u00fck bir mevkiden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f <\/em>olma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Erenler<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Erenler erenler hakka erenler
G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr halime a dost berb\u00e2t diyenler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakk\u0131mda s\u00f6ylenen bin t\u00fcrl\u00fc kel\u00e2m
Ne bilsin k\u0131ymetin a dost g\u00fcl\u00fc derenler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben geldim d\u00fcnyaya ald\u0131m nasibim
Herkese nasip eyle dost dostum erenler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cuma Ali \u015fahin y\u00fcceden y\u00fcce
\u00c2lemin dilinde para senin erenler<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kel\u00e2m: 1. S\u00f6z, l\u00e2k\u0131rd\u0131. 2.Tanr\u0131 ve Tanr\u0131 birli\u011finden bahseden bilim.
Nasib: 1. Pay. 2. Bir kimsenin elde edebilece\u011fi \u015fey. 3.Tanr\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131smet etti\u011fi \u015fey.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131m Sana<\/strong>
(Kendi el yaz\u0131s\u0131 ile)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nadan: 1. Bilinmez, cahil. 2. Kaba, terbiyesiz.
N\u00e2r: 1. Ate\u015f. 2. Cehennem. 3. Yak\u0131c\u0131 \u015fey.
Te\u015frif: \u015eereflendirme
P\u00fcryan: Kebap, biryan.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seni Sevdim Seveli<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey benim ruh-i revan\u0131m, seni sevdim seveli
\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131 efl\u00e2ka figan\u0131m, seni sevdim seveli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey mah\u00ee burc-i mel\u00e2hat g\u00fcl-i g\u00fcl zar-i zemin
Ah \u00fc zar etmede can\u0131m, seni sevdim seveli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seni g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e tekell\u00fcm edemem bill\u00e2hi ben
Hale l\u00e2al oldu bu dilim, seni sevdim seveli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Derbeder hane be hane gezerim subh \u00fc mesa
Kalmad\u0131 namusum ar\u0131m, seni sevdim seveli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dahi birl\u00e2h se\u00e7ip ikram edemem \u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u015ftak
Kalmad\u0131 sabra mecalim, seni sevdim seveli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Leyli<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bug\u00fcn mecnun benem hayran-i leyli
Esiri z\u00fclfimi\u015f gev\u015fen-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vurur mecnun diye \u00e2lem bana ta\u015f
\u00d6l oldun \u00e2\u015fkla \u00fcryan-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine eski c\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcm tazelendi
A\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcn baharistan-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me\u011fer h\u00fcsn \u00fc g\u00fcle mecbur olurmu\u015f
Ki b\u00fclb\u00fcller okur destan-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kani \u00f6l\u00e7esimi mecnun kim g\u00f6reydi
Kurulmu\u015f yer \u00fc g\u00f6g divan-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Acep bencileyin mecnun olur mi
Kimi g\u00f6rsem san\u0131r\u0131m \u00e2n-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcrd\u00fcm l\u00e2mia kalbi \u00f6l\u00fcnce
Kabul etse beni \u00e7oban-i leyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gel Hu Diyelim<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey \u00e2\u015f\u0131k-\u0131 sad\u0131klar
Gel hu diyelim ya hu
Ey y\u00e2ra muvaf\u0131klar
Gel hu diyelim ya hu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir kere desen ya hu
L\u00e2 ilahe ill\u00e2 hu
Eyler yerin a\u011fla hu
Gel hu diyelim ya hu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hu \u00e2\u015fk\u0131 ilahidir
Akl\u0131 alemin \u015fah\u0131d\u0131r
Hem ref\u00ee menahid\u0131r
Gel hu diyelim ya hu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Silsen g\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn pas\u0131n
G\u00f6stere tecellisin
Seyir eyle tema\u015fas\u0131n
Gel hu diyelim ya hu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcnkire cef\u00e2lard\u0131r
Ma\u015fuka vefalard\u0131r
Seyfiyye sefalard\u0131r
Gel hu diyelim ya hu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen Hakk Arad\u0131n H\u00e2nesini Sahibine Ver<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e2k eyle g\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7e\u015fmesini t\u00e2 durulunca
Dik tut g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6nl\u00fcne g\u00f6nl\u00fcn g\u00f6z olunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nz\u00e2r\u0131 ko dil destisini ol \u00e7e\u015fmeye tut dur
Ol \u00e2b-\u0131 saf\u00e2-bah\u015f ile bu desti dolunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcn hakk seni d\u00fcrriy\u00e2n d\u00fcrh\u00e2nesi etti
Dur kuyuda gayr\u0131 koma t\u00e2 an\u0131 bulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen hakk arad\u0131n h\u00e2nesini sahibine ver
B\u00ee \u015fek gelir Allah evine sen savulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evvel koma kim sonra \u00e7\u0131karmak g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr g\u00fc\u00e7
\u015eeytan \u00e7erisi h\u00e2ne-i kalbe koyulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ekerek bu cih\u00e2n i\u00e7re nice mihnet \u00fc zahmet
Ol P\u00eer-i H\u00fcd\u00e2 m\u00fcr\u015fid-i k\u00e2mili bulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey l\u00e2i mek\u00e2n\u0131m seni ben \u00e7ok arad\u0131m \u00e7ok
Sinemde muk\u00eem olduca\u011f\u0131n t\u00e2 duyulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arap Harfleriyle Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 Bir \u015eiiri(*)<\/sup><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

P\u00e2k eyle g\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7e\u015fmesini t\u00e2 durulunca
Dik tut g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6nl\u00fcne g\u00f6nl\u00fcn g\u00f6z olunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nz\u00e2r\u0131 ko dil destisini ol \u00e7e\u015fmeye tut dur
Ol \u00e2b-\u0131 saf\u00e2-bah\u015f ile bu desti dolunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcn hakk seni d\u00fcrriy\u00e2n d\u00fcrh\u00e2nesi etti
Dur kuyuda gayr\u0131 koma t\u00e2 an\u0131 bulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sen hakk arad\u0131n h\u00e2nesini sahibine ver
B\u00ee \u015fek gelir Allah evine sen savulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evvel koma kim sonra \u00e7\u0131karmak g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr g\u00fc\u00e7
\u015eeytan \u00e7erisi h\u00e2ne-i kalbe koyulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ekerek bu cih\u00e2n i\u00e7re nice mihnet \u00fc zahmet
Ol P\u00eer-i H\u00fcd\u00e2 m\u00fcr\u015fid-i k\u00e2mili bulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey l\u00e2i mek\u00e2n\u0131m seni ben \u00e7ok arad\u0131m \u00e7ok
Sinemde muk\u00eem olduca\u011f\u0131n t\u00e2 duyulunca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(*) Bu \u015fiirin babama ait olu\u015fundan biraz \u015f\u00fcpheliyim. \u015eiir ba\u015fkas\u0131na ait olup, kendisi defterine el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yazm\u0131\u015f olabilir. \u015eiiri amcam o\u011flu Abdurrahman \u00dcz\u00fclmez g\u00f6ndermi\u015ftir.<\/em> Latin harflerine g\u00f6re \u00e7evrisini de kendisi yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Kendisine te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitapta yer alan \u015fiirlerin tamam\u0131, ilgi duyan okuyucular i\u00e7in a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da PDF olarak bulunmaktad\u0131r:<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n