{"id":4722,"date":"2013-06-11T19:23:00","date_gmt":"2013-06-11T19:23:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4722"},"modified":"2023-05-12T19:46:15","modified_gmt":"2023-05-12T19:46:15","slug":"ergani-gezimden-kisa-notlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4722","title":{"rendered":"Ergani Gezimden K\u0131sa Notlar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

gece siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde
ay, gecenin siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p g\u00fcl y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterir<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

14-29 May\u0131s 2013 tarihleri aras\u0131nda annemi, karde\u015flerimi, akrabalar\u0131m\u0131, dostlar\u0131m\u0131 ve do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mek\u00e2nlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek amac\u0131yla Diyarbak\u0131r-Ergani-\u00c7ermik\u2019te bulundum. K\u0131sa notlar halinde izlenimlerimden baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fmak istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

14 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc saat 17.00 gibi Diyarbak\u0131r Havaalan\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Havaalan\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde belediye otob\u00fcs\u00fc yoktu. Bir taksiye y\u00f6neldim ve \u015fehir merkezine, Da\u011fkap\u0131\u2019ya ka\u00e7 liraya g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fini sordum. Taksici \u015fehir merkezine 20 TL\u2019ye g\u00f6t\u00fcrebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. O anda elinde ufak bir valiz olan bir gen\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcme ili\u015fti. Yana\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eehir merkezine gidecekse m\u00fc\u015fterek taksi tutabilece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledim. Konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, ama ben \u00e7ok k\u0131t K\u00fcrt\u00e7em ile konu\u015fmadan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131m. Gen\u00e7, yan\u0131nda bulunan ba\u015fka birine bu ne diyor der gibi bir \u015feyler anlatt\u0131. Yan\u0131ndaki ki\u015fi \u201cNe diyorsun<\/em>?\u201d diye sorunca, taksi \u00fccretinin 20 TL oldu\u011funu, m\u00fc\u015fterek tutup \u00fccretin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 benim, yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da kendisinin verebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledim. Gen\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak onaylad\u0131 ve taksiye bindik. Taksiye binince sigara \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ikram etti ve sonra da Irak Pasaportu\u2019nu g\u00f6sterip \u201cDiyarbak\u0131r\u2019a, K\u00fcrdistan\u2019\u0131n ba\u015fkentine ho\u015f geldin<\/em>\u201d dercesine \u201cHewl\u00ear, Hewl\u00ear<\/em>\u201d demeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Anlad\u0131m anlam\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131m. Me\u011fer K\u00fcrt\u00e7enin Sorani leh\u00e7esinde konu\u015fuyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011fkap\u0131\u2019ya var\u0131nca ilk i\u015fim bir ci\u011ferciye gitmek oldu. \u00d6zlem ve i\u015ftahla ci\u011ferleri mideye indirip bir g\u00fczel karn\u0131m\u0131 doyurdum. Sonra ci\u011ferciye yak\u0131n olan Yeni Yurt<\/strong> gazetesine u\u011frad\u0131m. Ci\u011fer \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ay\u0131 burada i\u00e7tim. Gazetenin Genel Yay\u0131n Dan\u0131\u015fman\u0131 \u0130brahim Evirgen\u2019le hal hat\u0131r sorup hasret giderdik. Ergani\u2019ye gitmek i\u00e7in kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bu geli\u015fimi kabul etmedi\u011fini ve mutlaka bir daha bekledi\u011fini, \u0131srar edince bir kez daha gelece\u011fimin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc vererek yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. Seyrantepe\u2019ye gidip minib\u00fcslerden birinin \u00f6n koltu\u011funa oturarak Ergani\u2019ye gitmek i\u00e7in yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Ak\u015fam 20.00 gibi Annemin yan\u0131na vard\u0131m. Beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00e7ok sevindi: Boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131: \u00d6pt\u00fc koklad\u0131, koklad\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

15 May\u0131s sabah\u0131 annem ve Yahya amcamla birlikte g\u00fczel bir kahvalt\u0131 yapt\u0131ktan sonra annemin oturdu\u011fu eve yak\u0131n, \u00c7iftp\u0131nar yolu \u00fczerinde bulunan \u201c\u00dcz\u00fclmez Aile Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/em>\u201dna gittim. Babam ve di\u011fer aile b\u00fcy\u00fcklerimin mezarlar\u0131n\u0131 ziyaret ettim. Sonras\u0131nda Annemin bah\u00e7esine gittim. Karde\u015fim \u015eadan\u2019\u0131n dikti\u011fi g\u00fcller aras\u0131nda hayranl\u0131kla gezindim. Biraz da \u015eadan\u2019\u0131n \u201cKorkak<\/em>\u201d isimli kocaman Kangal k\u0131rmas\u0131 k\u00f6pe\u011fi ve taklac\u0131 g\u00fcvercinleriyle oyaland\u0131m. Burada ku\u015f\u00e7ulu\u011fun tarifi zor, eme\u011fi \u00e7ok, seyri b\u00fcy\u00fcleyici bir merak oldu\u011funu, havada olan ku\u015fun sahibinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim. \u0130l\u00e7e merkezine u\u011framad\u0131m ve hi\u00e7 kimseyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmedim. Kafam\u0131 dinledim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fczellik, g\u00f6renin g\u00f6z\u00fcndedir. Bah\u00e7e \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Bahar\u0131n ye\u015filli\u011fi her taraf\u0131 kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. May\u0131s ay\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc suyu h\u00fcrmetine bah\u00e7ede var olan b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczellikler \u00e7i\u00e7eklenmi\u015fti. Bah\u00e7e renklerin g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131 sanki. G\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n bir oyunu de\u011fil de, renkler ger\u00e7e\u011fin ta kendisiydi. Kelebek ve ar\u0131lar\u0131n renklerle dans edi\u015fleri ve renklerin yapraklara ve g\u00fcllere ta\u00e7 olu\u015fu insan\u0131 farkl\u0131 d\u00fcnyalara g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. G\u00f6lgede ku\u015flar\u0131n sesini dinlemek, g\u00fcller aras\u0131nda gezinip renk ve kokular\u0131ndan sarho\u015f olup hayranl\u0131kla e\u015fsiz g\u00fczelli\u011fi ya\u015famak insan\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel duygulara u\u00e7uruyordu, zaman\u0131 unutturuyordu. Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde zaman zaman yan\u0131mda getirdi\u011fim \u00f6yk\u00fc kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 okudum, zaman zaman da yazmam gereken yaz\u0131lar\u0131 yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

16 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc Ergani\u2019de Sezai Karako\u00e7 M\u00fczesi\u2019nin a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Eski H\u00fck\u00fcmet Kona\u011f\u0131 restore edilerek Sezai Karako\u00e7 M\u00fczesi ve K\u00fclt\u00fcr Evi<\/em>\u2019ne d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f. Resmi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f yap\u0131ld\u0131. Sonras\u0131nda Eski Dicle \u00d6\u011fretmen Okulu\u2019nda, yeni ad\u0131yla Ergani Anadolu \u00d6\u011fretmen Lisesi\u2019nde \u201cSezai Karako\u00e7 Sempozyumu<\/em>\u201d yap\u0131ld\u0131. Hem m\u00fczenin a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ve hem de sempozyumdan haberim vard\u0131. Davetli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan ve de bu tip toplant\u0131larda i\u015fim olmayaca\u011f\u0131ndan a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015fa da sempozyuma da gitmedim. Bana anlat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re devlet memurlar\u0131 ile cemaat\u00e7ilerin \u201cdevlet \u015femsiyesi\u201d alt\u0131nda yapt\u0131klar\u0131 bir a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f ve sempozyum olmu\u015f, yani kendileri \u00e7al\u0131p kendileri oynam\u0131\u015flar ve bir birilerine de \u00e7ok yak\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flar. M\u00fczenin a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ve sempozyumda konu\u015fmac\u0131 olarak hi\u00e7bir Diyarbak\u0131rl\u0131 ve Erganili yazar\u0131n yer almamas\u0131 garipsenecek tutum, Erganililere yap\u0131lan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ay\u0131pt\u0131r. Ne demi\u015fler? Memur masay\u0131 dervi\u015f asay\u0131 sever. Hi\u00e7 kimse bu ikisinden de hay\u0131r beklemesin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sezai Karako\u00e7 devlete, devletin kurumlar\u0131na hep mesafeli, sayg\u0131n bir duru\u015fu olan \u015fairimizdir. Cumhurba\u015fkan\u0131 Abdullah G\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn 2011 y\u0131l\u0131nda verdi\u011fi \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fc almaya bile gitmemi\u015ftir. K\u00fclt\u00fcr Bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ve ba\u015fka devlet kurumlar\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu \u00f6d\u00fcller nedeniyle d\u00fczenlenen hi\u00e7bir t\u00f6rene \u015fimdiye kadar kat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u015eairimizin \u201cdevlet \u015femsiyesi<\/em>\u201d alt\u0131nda ad\u0131na sempozyum d\u00fczenlenmesi ve Erganililerin, Diyarbak\u0131r ve Erganili yazarlar\u0131n bu sempozyumdan uzak tutulmalar\u0131 en ba\u015fta \u015fairimize sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131kt\u0131r. Ama konu\u015fmac\u0131lar i\u00e7inde \u00e7ok ilgin\u00e7 isimlerde vard\u0131. \u00d6rne\u011fin Ali Ural. Zaman<\/strong> gazetesi k\u00f6\u015fe yazar\u0131. Bu zat\u0131n Sezai Karako\u00e7\u2019la ne alakas\u0131 var? Sezai Karako\u00e7\u2019la ilgili ka\u00e7 kitap ya da k\u00f6\u015fe yaz\u0131s\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u015fimdiye kadar? Benim bildi\u011fim yok. O zaman davet edili\u015findeki maksat ne? Fethullah\u00e7\u0131 <\/em>diye mi \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131 yoksa? Konu\u015fmac\u0131lardan \u015fair Haydar Erg\u00fclen rahats\u0131zlanmas\u0131 nedeniyle sempozyuma kat\u0131lamam\u0131\u015f. Haydar Erg\u00fclen, devlet ya\u011fc\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ve cemaat propagandac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kokusunu ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in mi \u201crahats\u0131zland\u0131<\/em>\u201d acaba? Bilmiyorum. G\u00f6rmedi\u011fim ve izlemedi\u011fim bir \u015fey hakk\u0131nda fazla bir \u015fey yazmak da istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ben, a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f ve sempozyumun oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn arkada\u015f\u0131m Terzi Ekrem (Korkusuz)\u2019in d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131na gittim. Fedak\u00e2r ve vefak\u00e2r dostumla hasret giderdim. Burada Abdurrahman Demir, Mehmet Y\u0131lmaz, Mehmet \u015eah \u00d6zg\u00fcl, \u0130sa Polat, \u015eeyhmus \u00d6zdemir gibi bir\u00e7ok arkada\u015fla sohbet ettim. \u201c\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcm S\u00fcreci<\/em>\u201d ile ilgili g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f al\u0131\u015fveri\u015finde bulunduk. De\u011ferli dostum ve Diyarbak\u0131r 5 Nolu\u2019da tutukluyken avukat\u0131m olan Av. Erdin\u00e7 Uzuno\u011flu\u2019nun pankreastan <\/em>k\u00f6t\u00fc bir hastal\u0131\u011fa yakaland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Abdurahman Demir\u2019den \u00f6\u011frendim ve \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. Duymam\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi, Av. Erdin\u00e7\u2019i telefonla arad\u0131m. Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendisi s\u00f6yledi ve moralinin iyi oldu\u011funu, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n kontrol alt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bir hafta sonrada Ankara\u2019ya bir t\u0131bbi operasyon i\u00e7in gidece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Sevgili vefak\u00e2r dostuma \u015fifalar diliyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n

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17 May\u0131s\u2019ta karde\u015fim \u015eadan\u2019la Makam Da\u011f\u0131\u2019na geziye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. \u015eadan Makam Da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sembollerinden biri olan kaya b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcne ait bir yuva ke\u015ffetti\u011fini ve bana g\u00f6stermek istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. B\u00fclb\u00fcl, yuvas\u0131n\u0131 Makam yolunun az\u0131c\u0131k \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir kayan\u0131n kovu\u011funa yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yuva huni bi\u00e7iminde yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kayan\u0131n renginden toprakla s\u0131vanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kayaya tutturuldu\u011fu yerde \u00e7ap\u0131 30 cm kadard\u0131, giri\u015f deli\u011fi ise 5-6 cm kadard\u0131. \u015eadan yuvada yumurtalar\u0131n oldu\u011funu ve yak\u0131nda yavrular\u0131n yumurtalardan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Yuvan\u0131n birka\u00e7 foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ektikten sonra, daha fazla rahats\u0131zl\u0131k vermemek i\u00e7in uzakla\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

10 Mart <\/em>2005\u2019te Ergani S\u00f6z<\/strong> gazetesinde yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cMakam, Makam \u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fi ve B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131mda bu g\u00fczel do\u011fa harikas\u0131 kaya b\u00fclb\u00fclleri i\u00e7in \u015funlar\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cMakam\u2019\u0131n di\u011fer bir ba\u015fka \u00f6zelli\u011fi de, Makam\u2019da, her \u015feyi yanarak deneyen; a\u015fk\u0131, ate\u015fe ko\u015farak pervaneden \u00f6\u011frenen \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fc g\u00fczel b\u00fclb\u00fcllerin yeti\u015fir olmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n

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Makam\u2019\u0131n b\u00fclb\u00fclleri hi\u00e7 susmak nedir bilmez. Bu b\u00fclb\u00fcller, dut yiyen b\u00fclb\u00fcllerden de\u011fildir. Yaz k\u0131\u015f, her mevsim \u00f6terler. Ben bunu Makam\u2019da, bu kutsal topraklarda, bu da\u011f ve da\u011f\u0131n eteklerinde g\u00fcllerin olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131na yoruyorum. O, sevdas\u0131n\u0131 anlatacak g\u00fcl, \u00fczerine konacak g\u00fcl dal\u0131 aramaktad\u0131r. O, sevgilisini kaybetmi\u015f a\u015fk-\u0131 peri\u015fand\u0131r. B\u00f6yle olmasa, bu b\u00fclb\u00fcller bu kadar yan\u0131k ve de \u00fcstelik her mevsim neden \u00f6ts\u00fcnler<\/em>?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Edindi\u011fim bilgilere g\u00f6re yan\u0131k yan\u0131k \u00f6ten bu kaya b\u00fclb\u00fclleri, Makam Da\u011f\u0131 eteklerine dikilen f\u0131st\u0131k a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki f\u0131st\u0131klar\u0131 delip i\u00e7 k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yedikleri i\u00e7in f\u0131st\u0131k a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 sahiplerince yuvalar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131t\u0131l\u0131yormu\u015f ve ate\u015fli silahlarla \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcyormu\u015f. Bu nedenle say\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7ok azalm\u0131\u015f. Yaz\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fclb\u00fcl yuvas\u0131n\u0131 inceleme fasl\u0131 bitince Makam Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda T\u00fcrbe\u2019nin kuzeyinde bulunan Yukar\u0131 Suluk\u2019taki sarn\u0131c\u0131 gezdik. Kayalarda \u00f6ten b\u00fclb\u00fcllerini dinledik. Sarn\u0131\u00e7 harabeydi. Restore edilse, g\u00f6rsel cazibesi ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar ve g\u00fczel turistik bir u\u011frak yeri olur diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Sarn\u0131\u00e7 gezimizi bitirince T\u00fcrbe\u2019ye gittik. T\u00fcrbe\u2019nin i\u00e7ini d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gezdik. Sarn\u0131\u00e7ta ve T\u00fcrbe\u2019de foto\u011fraflar \u00e7ektik. Tesad\u00fcfe bak\u0131n ki, T\u00fcrbe\u2019nin bek\u00e7isi benim Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da Rak\u0131 Fabrikas\u0131\u2019nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6nemde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan bir i\u015f\u00e7i arkada\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u00e7im Yusuf\u2019la sar\u0131l\u0131p hasret giderdik. Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 demli \u00e7aylar\u0131 i\u00e7tik. Makam\u2019\u0131n zirvesinde k\u0131z belli ince cam kristal bardaklarda demli s\u0131cak \u00e7ay i\u00e7menin keyfide bir ba\u015fka oluyor. Benden demesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

18 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00c7ermik\u2019e gittim. Do\u011frudan akrabam Kamber S\u00fcmb\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131na u\u011frad\u0131m. \u00c7aylar i\u00e7ildi, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 hal hat\u0131r soruldu. Kamber kendisine sat\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m 100 adet Yaz\u0131l\u0131 Kaynaklarda \u00c7ERM\u0130K<\/strong> kitab\u0131ndan ancak 45 tanesinin sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc bir \u015fekilde s\u00f6yledi. Kalkarken sat\u0131lan kitaplar\u0131n paras\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Te\u015fekk\u00fcr ettim. Kamber\u2019e belli ettirmedim, ama can\u0131m \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Koskoca bir il\u00e7ede ve il\u00e7enin kendi tarihini anlatan ve bir \u00f6rne\u011fi daha olmayan bir kitab\u0131n sadece 45 tane sat\u0131lmas\u0131 i\u00e7ler ac\u0131s\u0131, tam facia. Kadim bir il\u00e7ede kitaba olan bu ilgisizlik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc. G\u00f6zlerini kitaplara kapatanlar karanl\u0131kta kalacaklar\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyorlar m\u0131? Ankara\u2019daki \u00c7ermikliler Derne\u011fi\u2019ne de bu kitaptan 100 adet g\u00f6ndermi\u015ftim. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m haberlere g\u00f6re dernekte de kitap ancak 14 adet sat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Ne diyelim, demek insanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n mantalitesi bu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

19 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc saat 14.00 de Sedat Ero\u011flu\u2019nun haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu G\u00fclbaran\u2019\u0131n G\u00fclleri<\/strong> kitab\u0131n\u0131n Sezai Karako\u00e7 M\u00fczesi ve K\u00fclt\u00fcr Evi\u2019ndeki tan\u0131t\u0131m ve imza g\u00fcn\u00fcne kat\u0131ld\u0131m. Toplant\u0131 m\u00fczenin arka bah\u00e7esinde yap\u0131ld\u0131. Tan\u0131t\u0131ma kat\u0131l\u0131m \u00e7ok \u00e7ok azd\u0131. Erganili yazar ve \u015fairlerden benimle birlikte Sedat Ero\u011flu, \u0130sa Tekin, Resul \u00dcst\u00fcn, Huneyn Kaygusuz, Hadi \u00c7akmak, F\u0131rat Kaplan vard\u0131. Ayr\u0131ca Ergani Hab<\/strong>er Gazetesi<\/strong>\u2019nden Esat Ta\u015ftekin ve Murat Babacan, Ergani S\u00f6z<\/strong> Gazetesi<\/strong>\u2019nden Z\u00fclk\u00fcf Ayd\u0131n ve Ekrem Sanver ile Sedat Ero\u011flu\u2019nun annesi, karde\u015fleri ve 20 kadar da kitap merakl\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131. Sedat Ero\u011flu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fmada kat\u0131l\u0131m\u0131n az olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 tan\u0131t\u0131m\u0131 \u201ch\u00fcsran<\/em>\u201d olarak nitelendirdi. Sonras\u0131nda ben, \u0130sa Tekin ve Resul \u00dcst\u00fcn k\u0131sa birer konu\u015fma yapt\u0131k. Sedat Ero\u011flu\u2019na moral vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, kitaba olan ilgisizli\u011fi k\u0131nad\u0131k. Tarih bilincinin olu\u015fmas\u0131 i\u00e7in bu t\u00fcrden yap\u0131lan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n k\u0131ymetinin bilinmesi gerekti\u011fi \u00fczerinde durduk. B\u00f6yle olmamal\u0131yd\u0131. G\u00fclbaran\u2019\u0131n g\u00fcllerine ne oldu diye sormal\u0131y\u0131z. Sedat Ero\u011flu arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok\u00e7a davetiye da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015f, d\u00fckk\u00e2nlar\u0131n camlar\u0131na afi\u015fler yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, telefonla bir\u00e7ok ki\u015fiye haber verip \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Mevlana\u2019n\u0131n bir deyi\u015fini biraz de\u011fi\u015ftirerek s\u00f6ylersem, bizler, sa\u011f\u0131rlar mek\u00e2n\u0131nda gazel mi at\u0131yoruz, yoksa k\u00f6rler \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ayna m\u0131 sat\u0131yoruz? \u0130nsanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kitaba olan ilgisizli\u011finin nedeni \u00fczerinde biraz kafa yormal\u0131y\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitap tan\u0131t\u0131m toplant\u0131s\u0131 bittikten sonra, ak\u015fam\u00fczeri gazeteci Esat Ta\u015ftekin ve baz\u0131 arkada\u015flarla birlikte Hilar kayal\u0131klar\u0131na gittik. Kayalardan esen k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin kokusunun sarho\u015flu\u011funda g\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izledik. Yedik, i\u00e7tik ve e\u011flendik. Bolca sohbet ettik. Sonras\u0131nda Esat beni arabas\u0131yla eve b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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20 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc Ergani Haber<\/strong> ve Ergani S\u00f6z<\/strong> gazetelerini ziyarete gittim. Ziyaret esnas\u0131nda gazeteci arkada\u015flardan Esat Ta\u015ftekin, Murat Babacan, Z\u00fclk\u00fcf Ayd\u0131n ve Ekrem Sanver\u2019le sohbetler yap\u0131ld\u0131. \u00c7ay ve sohbet fasl\u0131ndan sonra foto\u011fraflar \u00e7ektirildi. \u0130leride yapaca\u011f\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalarda kul\u00adlanmak i\u00e7in, gazeteci arkada\u015flar\u0131n ar\u015fivlerindeki foto\u011fraflardan birer se\u00e7ki olu\u015fturup fla\u015f diske (harici belle\u011fe) y\u00fckledim. Arka\u00adda\u015flar\u0131ma te\u015fekk\u00fcrlerimle birlikte buradan selam ve sevgilerimi g\u00f6nderiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

21 May\u0131s 2013 g\u00fcn\u00fc karde\u015fim Ali Haydar\u2019\u0131n sevgili e\u015fi Makbule\u2019nin vefat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131z\u0131 y\u00fcrekten gelir. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n titremesiyle, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m yanaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u0131slatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Gezi ve izlenimlerim sonland\u0131. Sars\u0131ld\u0131m. Oysa daha Ergani\u2019ye gelmeden, 12 May\u0131s\u2019ta Makbule\u2019yi g\u00f6rmeye gitmi\u015f, amans\u0131z hastal\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 direnmenin gereklili\u011finden konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcresince Makbule ve Ali Haydar \u00e7ektikleri s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131, katland\u0131klar\u0131 ac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7evrelerine hi\u00e7 yans\u0131tmad\u0131lar. S\u00fcrekli, \u00f6rnek olabilecek \u015fekilde ya\u015fama ba\u011fl\u0131 oldular. Bu davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sayesinde, Makbule, o sinsi hastal\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 9 y\u0131l direnebildi ancak. Sonra dayanamay\u0131p meleklerin kanatlar\u0131nda g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn maviliklerine uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n

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Sevgili Karde\u015fim Ali Haydar,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Makbule\u2019yi kaybetmek ba\u015fta sen olmak \u00fczere, Helin ve Can i\u00e7in olduk\u00e7a ac\u0131d\u0131r ama senin bilin\u00e7li ya\u015fama direncin, bu ac\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcstesinden gelecek ve ya\u015fama ba\u011fl\u0131 davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n onlara \u00f6rnek olacakt\u0131r. Sevgili Makbule \u0131\u015f\u0131klar i\u00e7inde yats\u0131n. Sevgiyle an\u0131yorum. Seni, Helin\u2019i ve Can\u2019\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcyorum.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aben M\u00fcsl\u00fcm
23 May\u0131s 2013
Ergani\/Diyarbak\u0131r<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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11 Haziran 2013 tarihi ve sonras\u0131nda<\/strong>:
http:\/\/www.gelawej.net de,
http:\/\/www.ozgurhabergazetesi.com da,
http:\/\/www.yeniyurtgazetesi.com da,
http:\/\/www.ergani.gen.trde,
http:\/\/www.erganihaber.net de yay\u0131mland\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n

Abdullah G\u00fcl<\/a>, <\/span>abdurrahman demir<\/a>, <\/span>ali haydar \u00fcz\u00fclmez<\/a>, <\/span>B\u00fclb\u00fcl yuvas\u0131<\/a>, <\/span>\u00e7ermik<\/a>, <\/span>diyarbak\u0131r<\/a>, <\/span>Ekrem Sanver<\/a>, <\/span>ergani<\/a>, <\/span>Esat Ta\u015ftekin<\/a>, <\/span>F\u0131rat Kaplan<\/a>, <\/span>G\u00fclbaran\u2019\u0131n G\u00fclleri<\/a>, <\/span>Hadi \u00c7akmak<\/a>, <\/span>Haydar Erg\u00fclen<\/a>, <\/span>Hewl\u00ear<\/a>, <\/span>huneyn kaygusuz<\/a>, <\/span>ibrahim evirgen<\/a>, <\/span>\u0130sa Polat<\/a>, <\/span>\u0130sa Tekin<\/a>, <\/span>makam da\u011f\u0131<\/a>, <\/span>Makbule \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/a>, <\/span>Mehmet Y\u0131lmaz<\/a>, <\/span>Murat Babacan<\/a>, <\/span>resul \u00fcst\u00fcn<\/a>, <\/span>\u015fadan \u00fcz\u00fclmez<\/a>, <\/span>sedat ero\u011flu<\/a>, <\/span>\u015eeyhmus \u00d6zdemir<\/a>, <\/span>Sezai Karako\u00e7 M\u00fczesi<\/a>, <\/span>Sezai Karako\u00e7 Sempozyumu<\/a>, <\/span>Terzi Ekrem (Korkusuz)<\/a>, <\/span>\u00dcz\u00fclmez Aile Mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/a>, <\/span>yeni yurt<\/a>, <\/span>Z\u00fclk\u00fcf Ayd\u0131n<\/a><\/div>\n\n\n

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gece siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcndeay, gecenin siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131p g\u00fcl y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterir 14-29 May\u0131s 2013 tarihleri aras\u0131nda annemi, karde\u015flerimi, akrabalar\u0131m\u0131, dostlar\u0131m\u0131 ve do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm mek\u00e2nlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek amac\u0131yla Diyarbak\u0131r-Ergani-\u00c7ermik\u2019te bulundum. K\u0131sa notlar halinde izlenimlerimden baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fmak istiyorum. 14 May\u0131s g\u00fcn\u00fc saat 17.00 gibi Diyarbak\u0131r Havaalan\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Havaalan\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde belediye otob\u00fcs\u00fc yoktu. Bir taksiye y\u00f6neldim ve \u015fehir merkezine, Da\u011fkap\u0131\u2019ya ka\u00e7 liraya g\u00f6t\u00fcrece\u011fini sordum. Taksici \u015fehir merkezine 20 TL\u2019ye g\u00f6t\u00fcrebilece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. O anda elinde ufak bir valiz olan bir gen\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcme ili\u015fti. Yana\u015ft\u0131m. \u015eehir merkezine gidecekse m\u00fc\u015fterek taksi tutabilece\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledim. Konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, ama ben \u00e7ok k\u0131t K\u00fcrt\u00e7em ile konu\u015fmadan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[1919,183,1381,1923,1107,115,1926,129,1925,1924,1920,1928,1917,1911,1279,1534,1918,1922,1595,1930,1915,1927,1459,1483,1856,1921,1914,1913,1916,1912,1529,1929],"class_list":["post-4722","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-abdullah-gul","tag-abdurrahman-demir","tag-ali-haydar-uzulmez-2","tag-bulbul-yuvasi","tag-cermik-2","tag-diyarbakir","tag-ekrem-sanver","tag-ergani","tag-esat-tastekin","tag-firat-kaplan","tag-gulbaranin-gulleri","tag-hadi-cakmak","tag-haydar-ergulen","tag-hewler","tag-huneyn-kaygusuz","tag-ibrahim-evirgen","tag-isa-polat","tag-isa-tekin","tag-makam-dagi","tag-makbule-uzulmez","tag-mehmet-yilmaz","tag-murat-babacan","tag-resul-ustun","tag-sadan-uzulmez-2","tag-sedat-eroglu","tag-seyhmus-ozdemir","tag-sezai-karakoc-muzesi","tag-sezai-karakoc-sempozyumu","tag-terzi-ekrem-korkusuz","tag-uzulmez-aile-mezarligi","tag-yeni-yurt","tag-zulkuf-aydin"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4722","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4722"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4722\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4727,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4722\/revisions\/4727"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4722"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4722"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4722"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}