unutma arzusuyla tarihi haf\u0131zadan silemeyiz:
g\u00fcll\u00fck\u2019te a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f sar\u0131 g\u00fcllerin narin yapraklar\u0131na
ve venk kayalar\u0131nda \u00f6ten b\u00fclb\u00fcllerin kur\u015fun\u00ee kanatlar\u0131na
sabah g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 vurdu\u011funda her yirmi d\u00f6rt nisan\u2019da
makam da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kabuk ba\u011flayan y\u00fcz y\u0131ll\u0131k yaras\u0131 tazelenir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00e7ok farkl\u0131, tuhaf duygular i\u00e7indeyim: geziyorum, ba\u015f\u0131 tanr\u0131lara y\u00fckselen da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131nda 5 Ekim 2015\/ Ergani<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n unutma arzusuyla tarihi haf\u0131zadan silemeyiz:g\u00fcll\u00fck\u2019te a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f sar\u0131 g\u00fcllerin narin yapraklar\u0131nave venk kayalar\u0131nda \u00f6ten b\u00fclb\u00fcllerin kur\u015fun\u00ee kanatlar\u0131nasabah g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 vurdu\u011funda her yirmi d\u00f6rt nisan\u2019damakam da\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n kabuk ba\u011flayan y\u00fcz y\u0131ll\u0131k yaras\u0131 tazelenir. \u00e7ok farkl\u0131, tuhaf duygular i\u00e7indeyim:vicdani y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda, bir ba\u015f\u0131maiki bin on be\u015fin eyl\u00fcl s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda elimde foto\u011fraf makinas\u0131gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczel g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc gibi iki tepeli da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131ndaeski zaman tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 harabeleri, mezarl\u0131klar\u0131 geziyorum:\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki kanl\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fckanayan yaran\u0131n tarihi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131ermeni mal m\u00fclkiyle kirlenmi\u015f vicdanlar\u0131ve tehcir kokan badem a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, ard\u0131\u00e7 ve me\u015feleri g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.ta\u015f, diken ve yaban otlar\u0131yla kapl\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc harabelerdekayal\u0131klardan esen yelle ge\u00e7mi\u015fin puslu derinli\u011finden gelen:\u201cbedenlerimiz gitti ama ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z burada\u201d hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 duyuyorum. geziyorum,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[970],"tags":[129,111,1029,1015,1018,1023,1022,1013,1021,1014,1017,1016,1019],"class_list":["post-4284","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siir","tag-ergani","tag-ermeni","tag-ferman","tag-gulluk","tag-iki-tepeli-dag","tag-kartal-yuvasi","tag-nebbas","tag-susmak-kabul-etmek-demektir","tag-tehcir","tag-venk-kayalari","tag-yirmi-dort-nisan","tag-yuzyillik-yara","tag-zamanin-tanigi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4284","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4284"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4284\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4285,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4284\/revisions\/4285"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4284"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4284"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4284"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
vicdani y\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda, bir ba\u015f\u0131ma
iki bin on be\u015fin eyl\u00fcl s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda elimde foto\u011fraf makinas\u0131
gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczel g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc gibi iki tepeli da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131nda
eski zaman tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 harabeleri, mezarl\u0131klar\u0131 geziyorum:
\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki kanl\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc
kanayan yaran\u0131n tarihi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
ermeni mal m\u00fclkiyle kirlenmi\u015f vicdanlar\u0131
ve tehcir kokan badem a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, ard\u0131\u00e7 ve me\u015feleri g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.
ta\u015f, diken ve yaban otlar\u0131yla kapl\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc harabelerde
kayal\u0131klardan esen yelle ge\u00e7mi\u015fin puslu derinli\u011finden gelen:
\u201cbedenlerimiz gitti ama ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z burada<\/em>\u201d hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 duyuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
duvar diplerinde akreplerin pusuda yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 harabelerde
ve her \u015feyi g\u00f6ren ve bilen kartal yuvas\u0131 kayalarda
y\u00fczy\u0131l \u00f6ncesi yok edilen insanlar\u0131n ve tarihin izini s\u00fcr\u00fcyorum:
g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynuma nebba\u015f \u00e7ok, ge\u00e7mi\u015fi hat\u0131rlatacak hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok;
kasaba viran, toprak yan\u0131k, otlar diken, ta\u015flar keskin, da\u011f sessiz
tarih\u00ee ergani sanki tanr\u0131lar\u0131n gazab\u0131na u\u011fram\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n