Vazge\u00e7mez huylu huyundan. Emekli olal\u0131 neredeyse on y\u0131l oldu, ama yine de her sabah saat 7\u2019de kalkar ve pencereden, olmad\u0131 balkondan etraf\u0131 seyrederim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcn, A\u011fustos s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 hakk\u0131n\u0131 verircesine iyice bast\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, gece do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst uyuyamadan erkenden uyand\u0131m. Balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p denizden esen g\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatlat\u0131c\u0131 meltemin temiz havas\u0131n\u0131 ci\u011ferlerime \u00e7ektim: G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7ok g\u00fczel, deniz mavi bir \u00e7ar\u015faf gibiydi. Mayomu giyip havlumu alarak 15 dakikal\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f mesafesindeki kumsala indim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sabah \u00e7ok erken oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in kumsalda kimse yoktu. Oturdum, denizin sesini dinlemeye ve huzur verici mavili\u011fini seyretmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yakla\u015f\u0131k yar\u0131m saat sonra 1.90 boylar\u0131nda, atletik yap\u0131l\u0131 90 kilolar\u0131nda, pos b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 tepeden ve \u00f6nden d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kalan\u0131 2 numara kesilmi\u015f 65 ya\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerinde daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim biri gelip \u00f6n\u00fcmde durdu. Selam verip, \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n<\/em>,\u201d dedi. Selam\u0131na ve g\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cDeniz \u00e7ok g\u00fczel, harika de\u011fil mi?\u201d Sanki i\u015faret sinyalini alm\u0131\u015f gibi Ahmed Arif\u2019in \u201cAdilo\u015f Bebem<\/em><\/strong>\u201d \u015fiirini okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131 birden. \u00d6yle bir g\u00fczel okudu ki, t\u00fcylerim diken diken oldu. \u015eiiri t\u00fcm bedeniyle okudu: Duygulu ve i\u00e7ten. \u015eiir okumay\u0131 bitirince; \u201cYine sinirlenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m<\/em>,\u201d deyip kumsaldaki y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden devam etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u0131y\u0131 boyunca kumsalda \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f tur att\u0131ktan sonra g\u00f6zden kayboldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130kinci g\u00fcn yine erken kalk\u0131p denize gittim. Kuvvetli r\u00fczg\u00e2r vard\u0131, deniz beyaz k\u00f6p\u00fcklerini kabarta kabarta dalgalar\u0131yla k\u0131y\u0131y\u0131 inciterek ok\u015fuyordu. Denize girip girmemede teredd\u00fct ederek k\u0131y\u0131da bir i\u011fde a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda g\u00f6lgede bir ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde oturdum. Muazzam enginli\u011fin olu\u015fturdu\u011fu fonda mavinin dalgal\u0131 serinli\u011fi ve i\u011fde dallar\u0131n\u0131n sal\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011finde istem d\u0131\u015f\u0131 an\u0131lar yolculu\u011funa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Ben an\u0131lar yolculu\u011fundayken \u015fiir okuyan adam yine geldi tam kar\u015f\u0131mda durdu; \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n,<\/em>\u201d dedi. \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131m<\/em>,\u201d dedim ve ard\u0131ndan da \u201cNas\u0131ls\u0131n\u0131z, iyi misininiz<\/em>,\u201d diye ekleyerek hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 sordum. G\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131, y\u0131llar\u0131n kahr\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015f birinin ah \u00e7eki\u015fiyle; \u201cBizler kaybedenleriz, nas\u0131l iyi olabiliriz ki<\/em>?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cYenilgiyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce ve duygunun merkezine koymamal\u0131y\u0131z. Naz\u0131m Hikmet, \u2018Ya\u015famak G\u00fczel \u015eey Be Karde\u015fim\u2019 der. Bu, bir ya\u015fam k\u0131lavuzu olmal\u0131 bizler i\u00e7in<\/em>\u201d deyince,<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6zleri parlad\u0131, tatl\u0131 bir bak\u0131\u015fla Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131n \u201cAkrep Gibisin Karde\u015fim<\/em><\/strong>\u201d \u015fiirini okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131. O anda sanki kar\u015f\u0131mda hem\u015ferim ve yolda\u015f\u0131m H\u00fcsn\u00fc G\u00fczel<\/strong> dikilmi\u015f \u015fiir okuyordu duygusuna kap\u0131ld\u0131m: Bu kadar m\u0131 benzerlikleri olur \u015fiir okumada ve boy-pos’ da. Bitirince, \u201c\u0130ster misin bir tane daha, ama Hasan H\u00fcseyin\u2019den<\/em>,\u201d demez mi? K\u00f6r\u00fcn istedi\u011fi bir g\u00f6z, Allah verdi iki g\u00f6z. \u015eiir seven biri olarak; \u201c\u00c7ok sevinirim, l\u00fctfen<\/em>,\u201d dedim. Sa\u011f olsun, sabah\u0131n o g\u00fczelim sessizli\u011fi ve serinli\u011finde harika bir \u015fiir ziyafeti \u00e7ekti bana, deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fiir dinlemenin keyfini ya\u015fatt\u0131. Hasan H\u00fcseyin Korkmazgil\u2019in sonbaharda a\u011fa\u00e7lardan d\u00f6k\u00fclen sar\u0131 yapraklar\u0131n havada sal\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131 gibi h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendirici \u201cAkarsuya B\u0131rak\u0131lan Mektup<\/em><\/strong>\u201d \u015fiirinin buruk dizelerindeki s\u00f6zc\u00fckler a\u011fz\u0131ndan tane tane d\u00f6k\u00fclerek ahenk i\u00e7erisinde bir akarsuyun nazl\u0131 ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi akt\u0131k\u00e7a akt\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cincecikti Dizeleriyle ba\u015flayan bu \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim \u015fiiri bitirince, daha te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmeme f\u0131rsat b\u0131rakmadan, \u201cYine \u00e7ok h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendim,<\/em>\u201d deyip al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn sabah erkenden yine ayn\u0131 i\u011fde a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde oturup \u201cacaba bug\u00fcn de gelir mi<\/em>\u201d diye \u015fiir okuyan garip adam\u0131 beklemeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u00c7ok s\u00fcrmedi, geldi. \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n,<\/em>\u201d dedi ve ard\u0131ndan da, \u201cSana her g\u00fcn bir \u015fiir okuyabilirim<\/em>,\u201d dedi. \u00c7ok sevindim. \u201cBug\u00fcn bana ne okuyacaks\u0131n<\/em>,\u201d diye sorunca, hi\u00e7bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmadan, deniz kenar\u0131nda varolu\u015fumuza tezat olu\u015ftururcas\u0131na \u00e7ok \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ve ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f dost da\u011flar\u0131n derdini ve isyan\u0131n\u0131 dillendirip kartal bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla \u015fahland\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cBu da\u011f Mengene da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r\/ Tanyeri atanda Van\u2019da\/ Bu da\u011f Nemrut yavrusudur\/ Tanyeri atanda Nemruda kar\u015f\u0131\/ Bir yan\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011f tutar, Kafkas ufkudur\/ Bir yan\u0131n seccade Acem m\u00fclk\u00fcd\u00fcr<\/em>\u201d dizeleriyle ba\u015flayan Ahmed Arif\u2019in \u201cOtuz \u00dc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun<\/em><\/strong>\u201d \u015fiirini okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Okuduk\u00e7a gerildi, gerildik\u00e7e t\u00fcm bedeni k\u0131zard\u0131, az olan ba\u015f\u0131ndaki sa\u00e7lar ve bedenindeki k\u0131llar dikle\u015ftik\u00e7e dikle\u015fti. \u015eiiri bitince durdu, \u00e7ok derin bir nefes ald\u0131, sonra soluk solu\u011fa \u015fairin ve \u015fiirin ismini tane tane anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben de sanki bilmiyormu\u015fum gibi a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131n\u0131 ilgiyle dinledim. Kar\u015f\u0131mda durmas\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rsat bilip; \u201cArkada\u015f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr bana \u015fiir okuyorsun, ama ne ben sizin isminizi biliyorum ne de siz benim ismimi biliyorsunuz, tan\u0131\u015fal\u0131m<\/em>,\u201d dedim ve aya\u011f\u0131 kalkt\u0131m. \u201cTan\u0131\u015f\u0131nca ne olacak? Benim i\u00e7in ismin, cinsiyetin, dinin, \u0131rk\u0131n \u00f6nemi yok. Ben sosyalistim,<\/em>\u201d deyip arkas\u0131na bakmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp gitti. Bir daha kendisini g\u00f6rmedim. Bana her g\u00fcn bir \u015fiir okuyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyen bu adam kimdi ve neden bana \u00fc\u00e7 sabah \u00fcst \u00fcste \u015fiir okudu, bilmiyorum. \u015eiirler okunmay\u0131nca deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda da\u011flardan esen sabah esintisi \u015fiirsiz kald\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n 20.08.2020, Ayval\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kaynak: Berfin Bahar Ayl\u0131k K\u00fclt\u00fcr Sanat ve Edebiyat Dergisi, Say\u0131: 273 \/ Kas\u0131m 2020<\/p>\n\n\n\n 13 Kas\u0131m 2020 tarihinde:<\/p>\n\n\n\n https:\/\/www.3uncugoz.com\/siir-okuyan-garip-bir-adam\/ Vazge\u00e7mez huylu huyundan. Emekli olal\u0131 neredeyse on y\u0131l oldu, ama yine de her sabah saat 7\u2019de kalkar ve pencereden, olmad\u0131 balkondan etraf\u0131 seyrederim. O g\u00fcn, A\u011fustos s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 hakk\u0131n\u0131 verircesine iyice bast\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, gece do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst uyuyamadan erkenden uyand\u0131m. Balkona \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p denizden esen g\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatlat\u0131c\u0131 meltemin temiz havas\u0131n\u0131 ci\u011ferlerime \u00e7ektim: G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm \u00e7ok g\u00fczel, deniz mavi bir \u00e7ar\u015faf gibiydi. Mayomu giyip havlumu alarak 15 dakikal\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f mesafesindeki kumsala indim. Sabah \u00e7ok erken oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in kumsalda kimse yoktu. Oturdum, denizin sesini dinlemeye ve huzur verici mavili\u011fini seyretmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yakla\u015f\u0131k yar\u0131m saat sonra 1.90 boylar\u0131nda, atletik yap\u0131l\u0131 90 kilolar\u0131nda, pos b\u0131y\u0131kl\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 tepeden ve \u00f6nden<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[650,649,652,653,651,648,657,656,655,654,140,116,658],"class_list":["post-4141","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-adilos-bebe","tag-ahmed-arif","tag-akarsuya-birakilan-mektup","tag-akrep-gibisin-kardesim","tag-deniz","tag-emeklilik","tag-hasan-huseyin","tag-hasan-huseyin-korkmazgil","tag-husnu-guzel","tag-igde-agaci","tag-nazim-hikmet","tag-siir","tag-sosyalist"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4141","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4141"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4141\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4142,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4141\/revisions\/4142"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4141"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4141"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4141"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\u201cEvet, \u00e7ok g\u00fczel.\u201d
\u201cNerelisiniz, sorabilir miyim?\u201d
\u201cDiyarbak\u0131rl\u0131y\u0131m.\u201d
\u201cAhmed Arif\u2019i bilir misin?\u201d
\u201cEh, biraz bilirim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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dokunmad\u0131m
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