{"id":4056,"date":"2021-10-11T20:43:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-11T20:43:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4056"},"modified":"2023-04-23T12:12:19","modified_gmt":"2023-04-23T12:12:19","slug":"kardesime-gece-gelen-siir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=4056","title":{"rendered":"Karde\u015fime Gece Gelen \u015eiir"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

\u0130nsan\u0131n kendisini, arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, karde\u015fini anlatmas\u0131 ho\u015f bir \u015fey de\u011fil, ama bazen bu ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz oluyor. D\u00fcn ak\u015fam bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p karde\u015fim Ali Haydar\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6ndermi\u015f oldu\u011fu duygu y\u00fckl\u00fc mesaj\u0131n\u0131 ve \u015fiirini okumam beni bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 yazmaya mecbur etti. Belki \u00f6zlemden ve belki de daha \u00e7ok ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnlere gitmemden dolay\u0131 bir tuhaf oldum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bizim aram\u0131zdaki ili\u015fki \u00e7ok farkl\u0131d\u0131r: F\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde \u00f6zelle\u015fmi\u015ftir. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce, 1985\u2019te yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131na politik e\u011fitime gitti\u011fi zaman ard\u0131ndan yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cG\u00fczel Karde\u015fim<\/em>\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 uzun bir \u015fiirimde aram\u0131zdaki ba\u011f\u0131 o zaman anlatmaya \u015f\u00f6yle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ayn\u0131 babadan ayn\u0131
ana rahmine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.
Ayn\u0131 memeden s\u00fct
ayn\u0131 tastan su i\u00e7tik.
\u2026
\u0130kimizden ziyade
-\u00fc\u00e7 bac\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 karda\u015f-
daha var alt\u0131 ba\u015f.
Seninle karde\u015ftik
olduk arkada\u015f
sonra yolda\u015f.
Ayn\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa koymu\u015ftuk ba\u015f
sonra koyduk ayn\u0131 davaya ba\u015f.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Evet, \u015fiirimde de belirtti\u011fim gibi, o benim hem karde\u015fim hem de yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ayn\u0131 sol hareketin i\u00e7inde yer ald\u0131k, 12 Eyl\u00fcl sonras\u0131 farkl\u0131 d\u00f6nemlerde Diyarbak\u0131r 5 No’lu Askeri Cezaevi\u2019nde yatt\u0131k (o iki kez yatt\u0131), farkl\u0131 d\u00f6nemlerde her ikimiz de bir d\u00f6nem illegal ya\u015famak zorunda kald\u0131k, hayat\u0131n \u00f6tesine s\u0131n\u0131r ya\u015fad\u0131k\/ k\u0131l pay\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmlerden s\u0131yr\u0131ld\u0131k, yetmezmi\u015f gibi i\u015fsizlik ve paras\u0131zl\u0131ktan \u00e7ok \u00e7ektik, ama y\u0131lmad\u0131k. Dahas\u0131 kirli ve pis i\u015flere hi\u00e7 bula\u015fmad\u0131k. Her \u015feyden \u00f6nce insan\u00ee ve ahlak\u00ee de\u011ferleri ba\u015f tac\u0131 edindik; \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve demokrasi istemimizi de her ko\u015fulda hayk\u0131rd\u0131k. Onurumuzu korumay\u0131 ise her \u015feyin \u00fcst\u00fcnde tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali Haydar, iyi bir baba, iyi bir \u00f6\u011fretmen\/ iyi bir devrimci\/ arkada\u015f, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte iyi bir e\u015fti (sevgili e\u015fi Makbule 2013 y\u0131l\u0131nda aram\u0131zdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131). G\u00f6nderdi\u011fi mesajda \u015fiirini nas\u0131l yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cGece saat bire do\u011fru uyumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; kafam yast\u0131kta beynim \u0130svi\u00e7re saat gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ve \u015fiir yaz\u0131yorum. Uyand\u0131m, akl\u0131mda kalanlar\u0131 telefonuma kaydettim. Sonra tekrar dald\u0131m yine beynim \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, s\u00f6zc\u00fckler ak\u0131n ak\u0131n geliyor. Tekrar kalkt\u0131m ve akl\u0131ma gelenleri yazd\u0131m. Tekrar dald\u0131m, sabah sekizde uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda a\u011fz\u0131mda m\u0131sralar. Onlar\u0131 da yazd\u0131m. Uyuyamad\u0131m, uyand\u0131m. Duda\u011f\u0131mda u\u00e7uk \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Evde krem vard\u0131, s\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Kahvalt\u0131 yapt\u0131m, \u015fiiri d\u00fczenledim. Ve gece gelen bu \u015fiiri sana g\u00f6nderiyorum<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bana g\u00f6nderilen \u015fiirin (ya da ‘dua’n\u0131n) ar\u015fivimde sakl\u0131 kalmas\u0131na g\u00f6nl\u00fcm raz\u0131 olmad\u0131, ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcze s\u0131\u011f\u0131narak payla\u015fmak istedim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Eksik Olmas\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n

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\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe y\u00fcr\u00fcrken yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z yan\u0131n\u0131zdan,
Sevgiliye giderken \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finiz elinizden,
Ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, zorbal\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 merhametiniz g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fczden,
Kabal\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 naifli\u011finiz dilinizden,
Dost sofralar\u0131nda i\u00e7kileriniz masan\u0131zdan,
Topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ferken sevdikleriniz yan\u0131n\u0131zdan eksik olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hayallere dald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131z,
Surats\u0131z\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczdeki g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz,
Haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, hukuksuzlu\u011fun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda onurlu duru\u015funuz,
Eme\u011finizin, al\u0131n terinizin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan cebinizdeki paran\u0131z,
Hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 eksik olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bencilli\u011fin, bireycili\u011fin \u00e7ekicili\u011fine kar\u015f\u0131 payla\u015f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenizden,
Sevgilinizle el ele tutu\u015fup \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeleriniz ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131zdan,
Dalda meyve, sapta ba\u015fak, \u00e7atalda \u2018bereket tanr\u0131s\u0131\u2019, soyda \u00e7ocuk;
Ailede, okulda, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da, pazarda; ya\u015fam\u0131n, insan\u0131n oldu\u011fu her yerde,
Elinizde kitap; y\u00fcre\u011finizde, beyninizde, dilinizde
Demokrasinin g\u00fczelli\u011fi hi\u00e7 eksik olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ali Haydar \u00dcz\u00fclmez<\/strong>
10.10.2021, \u0130stanbul<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130nsan\u0131n kendisini, arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, karde\u015fini anlatmas\u0131 ho\u015f bir \u015fey de\u011fil, ama bazen bu ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz oluyor. D\u00fcn ak\u015fam bilgisayar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p karde\u015fim Ali Haydar\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6ndermi\u015f oldu\u011fu duygu y\u00fckl\u00fc mesaj\u0131n\u0131 ve \u015fiirini okumam beni bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 yazmaya mecbur etti. Belki \u00f6zlemden ve belki de daha \u00e7ok ge\u00e7mi\u015f g\u00fcnlere gitmemden dolay\u0131 bir tuhaf oldum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bizim aram\u0131zdaki ili\u015fki \u00e7ok farkl\u0131d\u0131r: F\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n i\u00e7erisinde \u00f6zelle\u015fmi\u015ftir. Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce, 1985\u2019te yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131na politik e\u011fitime gitti\u011fi zaman ard\u0131ndan yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u201cG\u00fczel Karde\u015fim\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 uzun bir \u015fiirimde aram\u0131zdaki ba\u011f\u0131 o zaman anlatmaya \u015f\u00f6yle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m: Ayn\u0131 babadan ayn\u0131ana rahmine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck.Ayn\u0131 memeden s\u00fctayn\u0131 tastan su i\u00e7tik.\u2026\u0130kimizden ziyade-\u00fc\u00e7 bac\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 karda\u015f-daha var alt\u0131 ba\u015f.Seninle karde\u015ftikolduk<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[105,484,483],"class_list":["post-4056","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-ali-haydar-uzulmez","tag-kardes","tag-yoldas"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4056","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4056"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4056\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4062,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4056\/revisions\/4062"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4056"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4056"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4056"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}