{"id":3947,"date":"2022-05-01T15:21:00","date_gmt":"2022-05-01T15:21:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=3947"},"modified":"2023-04-23T12:03:35","modified_gmt":"2023-04-23T12:03:35","slug":"gul-gulan-anam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?p=3947","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcl, Gulan, Anam"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>\u201cB\u00fclb\u00fcl konu\u015ftu yine: Buydu ilk kezki k\u0131smetim<br>\u00c2\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015ftum g\u00fcllere, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcr sevdi\u011fim<br>Yaram kangrenle\u015fti, bundand\u0131r ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fim\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>-Feq\u00eey\u00ea Teyran<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi do\u011fan\u0131n g\u00fczellik bak\u0131m\u0131ndan en zengin mevsimini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamand\u0131r. Hava, toprak, su, her \u015fey g\u00fcl kokuyordur. Ben, Diyarbak\u0131r Ergani\u2019de anam\u0131n bah\u00e7esindeki g\u00fcll\u00fckten \u00e7ok uzakta olsam da, gen\u00e7li\u011fimin mek\u00e2n\u0131nda ya\u015fananlar hay\u00e2limde canl\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri ba\u011f, bah\u00e7e ve tarlalar\u0131nda insanlar bereket tohumu al\u0131n terlerini ekiyor; i\u011fde a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131nda ku\u015flar \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip cilvele\u015fiyor; ar\u0131lar kendi kanatlar\u0131ndan yay\u0131lan m\u00fczi\u011fin ritminde gezinerek bal \u00f6z\u00fc ve polen alacaklar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ar\u0131yordur. Makam Da\u011f\u0131\u2019ndan esen \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokulu r\u00fczg\u00e2r tatl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor; g\u00fcl fidanlar\u0131 yaprak, tomurcuk ve a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f g\u00fclleriyle g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir bi\u00e7imde g\u00f6nderdikleri renk ve kokular\u0131yla g\u00fcne\u015fe sevgi ve \u015f\u00fckranlar\u0131n\u0131 sunuyordur. Belki \u201c<em>tanr\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fc<\/em>\u201d bir y\u0131lan da bir g\u00fcl fidan\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda g\u00fcne\u015fin kudretine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u0131s\u0131nman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordur. Geceleri ise a\u015fk ate\u015fiyle yanan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar muhakkak g\u00fcllere \u00e7apk\u0131nca g\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131yordur. Daha neler, neler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcle duyulan hasretin tam giderilece\u011fi zamand\u0131r. Ama ben ve karde\u015flerim bizim bah\u00e7edeki g\u00fcllerden \u00e7ok uzaktay\u0131z. Ne g\u00fcllere dokunabilir, ne rengini g\u00f6rebilir ve ne de koklayabiliriz. Sosyal geli\u015fmeye paralel tespih taneleri gibi d\u00f6rt bir yana da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k, do\u011fdu\u011fumuz topraklardan koptuk\/ kopar\u0131ld\u0131k. Her \u015fey gibi g\u00fcller de \u00e7ok uzaklarda kald\u0131. Bulundu\u011fum kentte bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n evinde ya\u015f\u0131yormu\u015f gibi hissediyorum kendimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcllerin g\u00f6n\u00fcllerde a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamand\u0131r. Hava Anam olsayd\u0131, g\u00fclleri seyrederek sevin\u00e7 ve h\u00fczn\u00fc birlikte ya\u015fard\u0131. Anam yok art\u0131k, g\u00fcllerin en \u00e7ok a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu g\u00fczelim g\u00fcl ay\u0131nda, 2 May\u0131s 2021\u2019de g\u00fclleri ve bizleri b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00f6te d\u00fcnyaya, Cuma babam\u0131n yan\u0131na gitti: G\u00fcller, bah\u00e7e, ben, karde\u015flerim ve gen\u00e7ler yetim kald\u0131k. Cesare Pavese sanki anam\u0131n bah\u00e7esini anlat\u0131r dizelerinde: \u201c<em>Her a\u011fac\u0131n kendi so\u011fuk teri var g\u00f6lgede\/ ve tek bir tarla var art\u0131k, hi\u00e7 kimse i\u00e7in ve herkes i\u00e7in<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcllerin g\u00fczelli\u011finin en a\u015fik\u00e2r oldu\u011fu zamand\u0131r. Ama g\u00fcllerin bu mucizevi g\u00fczelliklerini s\u00fcrd\u00fcrebilmesi, a\u015fk duygular\u0131 yaratabilmesi i\u00e7in bak\u0131m\u0131 gerekir. Yoksa g\u00fcll\u00fck dikenlik olur. Bizim g\u00fcll\u00fck \u015fimdilik dikenlik de\u011fil ama emanet ellerde, ne Hava Anam var bakacak ne de (g\u00f6rev yeri de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fi i\u00e7in) karde\u015fim \u015eadan. Ata yadig\u00e2r\u0131 evimizin kap\u0131s\u0131 bile kapal\u0131 \u015fu an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcl kokusundan sarho\u015f olunacak zamand\u0131r. Ben ve karde\u015flerim bu kokudan mahrumuz, \u00e7ok uzaklarday\u0131z. \u015eadan uzaktan g\u00fcllerin kokusunu alabiliyor mu, bilemiyorum. Bildi\u011fim, g\u00fclleri i\u00e7imizde en \u00e7ok seven ve bak\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 hevesle yapan\u0131n \u015eadan oldu\u011fudur. Herkes bu nedenle g\u00fcll\u00fc\u011fe \u201c<em>\u015eadan\u2019\u0131n G\u00fclleri<\/em>\u201d derdi. G\u00fcl\u00fcn m\u00fcridi karde\u015fim \u015fimdi gurbet elde g\u00f6rev yap\u0131yor. \u015eayet Ergani\u2019de olmu\u015f olsayd\u0131; i\u00e7leri ar\u0131 sesli g\u00fcllerin i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kmaz, k\u00f6klerini kazar ve temizler, ayr\u0131k otlar\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131klar, zararl\u0131 b\u00f6cek ve hastal\u0131klara kar\u015f\u0131 ila\u00e7lamas\u0131n\u0131 yapar ve g\u00fcbrelerini verir, budamalar\u0131n\u0131 yapar, kurumu\u015f ya da fazlal\u0131k olu\u015fturan dallar\u0131 keser, damlama sistemindeki su borular\u0131n\u0131 kontrol eder ve su ak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ayarlard\u0131. \u015eadan da benim gibi \u015fimdi \u00e7ok uzaklarda\u2026 G\u00fcller sahipsiz gibi\u2026 Tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131n bak\u0131m\u0131na muhta\u00e7lar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi a\u015fk ve \u015fiirin g\u00fclle bezenece\u011fi zamand\u0131r. A\u015fk ve \u015fiir g\u00fcls\u00fcz olmaz. Ehmed\u00ea Xan\u00ee, Mem \u00fb Z\u00een adl\u0131 \u00fcnl\u00fc divan\u0131nda \u201c<em>a\u015fk\u0131n etkisinin niteli\u011fini<\/em>\u201d a\u00e7\u0131klarken: \u201c<em>G\u00fcl hi\u00e7 g\u00fcllere olur mu \u00e2\u015f\u0131k!<\/em>\u201d diye iki g\u00fcle (Z\u00een ve Sit\u00ee\u2019ye) sorar. Ve bu sorudan \u00f6nce de, Dad\u0131\u2019n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan, eril b\u00fclb\u00fclleri hat\u0131rlat\u0131rcas\u0131na, \u201c<em>Be\u015ferin meyli i\u00e7in elbet be\u015fer gerek\/ Ama siz k\u0131zlar i\u00e7in gen\u00e7 erkekler gerek<\/em>\u201d diyerek, olmas\u0131 gerekeni a\u00e7\u0131klar. \u0130ranl\u0131 \u015fair Fer\u00fb\u011f Ferruhz\u00e2d ise, a\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini ve y\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir kad\u0131n olarak hem ya\u015far ve hem de cesaretle bunu \u015fiirlerinde anlat\u0131r. Sevgilisiyle bulu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, hamile kal\u0131\u015f hik\u00e2yesini anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201c<em>k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl<\/em>\u201d \u015fiirinde \u015funlar\u0131 yazar: \u201c<em>o beni k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl bah\u00e7esine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\/ ve karanl\u0131kta \u0131st\u0131rap dolu sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\/ takt\u0131\/ ve sonunda\/ k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl yapra\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerinde benimle uyudu<\/em>\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcllerin ellerde bayrak olaca\u011f\u0131 zamand\u0131r. G\u00fcl ay\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc, yani Yek Gulan\/ Bir May\u0131s, \u0130\u015f\u00e7i ve Emek\u00e7inin Bayram\u0131\u2019d\u0131r. Meydanlarda hak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck taleplerinin y\u00fckseltildi\u011fi, yasak ve bask\u0131lara ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u0130\u015f\u00e7i s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n\u0131n nicelik ve nitelik olarak g\u00fc\u00e7 kaybetmi\u015f olmas\u0131, emek \u00f6rg\u00fctlerinin g\u00fcn\u00fcn ko\u015fullar\u0131na uygun bir programlar\u0131n\u0131n olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131, s\u0131n\u0131f bilincinden yoksun ve b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f olunmas\u0131, pandemi, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ittifak\u0131n\u0131n h\u00fckmetti\u011fi merkezi y\u00f6netimin otoriter bask\u0131lar\u0131 bu g\u00fczel g\u00fcn\u00fcn bir \u015fenlik havas\u0131nda kutlanmamas\u0131n\u0131n bahanesi olamaz. G\u00fcl ay\u0131nday\u0131z \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Bir May\u0131s\/ Yek Gulan, do\u011fan\u0131n canland\u0131\u011f\u0131; \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan, \u00fcreten ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen insanlar\u0131n yeniye ve g\u00fczelli\u011fe olan inanc\u0131n\u0131n tazelendi\u011fi, mavi damarlarda k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kan\u0131n\u0131n kaynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Eme\u011fe sayg\u0131 duyan biri olarak, Bir May\u0131s\/Yek Gulan Bayram\u0131 vesilesiyle, ak\u0131l ve eme\u011fe inanan, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve bilginin pe\u015finden giden, demokrasi ve adalet m\u00fccadelesini \u015fiar edinen t\u00fcm g\u00fczel insanlar\u0131n bayram\u0131n\u0131 en i\u00e7ten duygular\u0131mla kutluyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi g\u00fcllerin devrim renginde oldu\u011fu zamand\u0131r. Y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerde, mitinglerde, cenazelerde, mezarl\u0131klarda, sevgililerin bulu\u015fmas\u0131nda, ni\u015fan ve evliliklerde, \u015fark\u0131larda, t\u00fcrk\u00fclerde, \u015fiirlerde bizim i\u00e7in g\u00fcl hep ba\u015f s\u0131radad\u0131r. G\u00fcl a\u015fk, sevgi ve devrimin imgesidir. Hava Anam belki de bu nedenle k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fclleri ve devrimcileri seviyordu; gen\u00e7leri kendi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 gibi sahipleniyordu. Ana y\u00fcre\u011fi hep geni\u015fti, y\u0131llar ruhunu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmemi\u015fti. Herkese kap\u0131s\u0131 daima a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131: Kaymakama da, devrimcilere de, delilere de\u2026 \u00c7ok insan ekme\u011fini yemi\u015f, \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7mi\u015ftir onun. Mehmet \u015eah Y\u0131ld\u0131z\u2019\u0131n deyi\u015fiyle; \u201c<em>O bir Ana Gorki idi<\/em>.\u201d Vefat\u0131n\u0131n birinci y\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde anam\u0131 sayg\u0131, sevgi ve \u00f6zlemle anarken, Hilmi Yavuz\u2019un \u201c<em>devrim<\/em>\u201d adl\u0131 \u015fiirini sanki mezar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi an\u0131s\u0131na h\u00fcrmetle dua niyetine okumak istiyorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:20px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131 devrimdir<br>Bildi\u011fin anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir devrim<br>Kimbilir nereye varm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<br>Bir av sonu a\u011f\u0131rlayan g\u00f6zlerim<br>Seni anmak \u00f6yle kolay de\u011fildir<br>Denizler: biraz \u00e7ocuk kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131 devrimdir<br>Bildi\u011fin anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir devrim<br>Gecede bir bozk\u0131r kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<br>Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rlayan seslerim<br>Sana bakmak \u00f6yle kolay de\u011fildir<br>Simgeler: en \u00e7ocuk yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:50px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">1 May\u0131s 2022 tarihinde:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">https:\/\/www.tigrishaber.com\/gul-gulan-anam-5655yy.htm<br>https:\/\/www.gaphaberleri.com\/kose-yazisi\/939\/gul-gulan-anam.html<br>https:\/\/ruhanews.com\/kose-yazisi\/697\/gul-gulan-anam.html<br>https:\/\/www.3uncugoz.com\/gul-gulan-anam\/<br>https:\/\/www.erganihaber.net\/kose-yazisi\/1414\/gul-gulan-anam.html<br>http:\/\/www.karikaturistik.com\/<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"taxonomy-post_tag wp-block-post-terms\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=1-gulan\" rel=\"tag\">1 gulan<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=1-mayis\" rel=\"tag\">1 may\u0131s<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=bir-mayis\" rel=\"tag\">bir may\u0131s<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=ergani\" rel=\"tag\">ergani<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=gul\" rel=\"tag\">g\u00fcl<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=gulan\" rel=\"tag\">gulan<\/a><span class=\"wp-block-post-terms__separator\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/?tag=yek-gulan\" rel=\"tag\">yek gulan<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cB\u00fclb\u00fcl konu\u015ftu yine: Buydu ilk kezki k\u0131smetim\u00c2\u015f\u0131k olmu\u015ftum g\u00fcllere, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcr sevdi\u011fimYaram kangrenle\u015fti, bundand\u0131r ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fim\u201d -Feq\u00eey\u00ea Teyran Gulan ay\u0131na girdik. \u015eimdi do\u011fan\u0131n g\u00fczellik bak\u0131m\u0131ndan en zengin mevsimini ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamand\u0131r. Hava, toprak, su, her \u015fey g\u00fcl kokuyordur. Ben, Diyarbak\u0131r Ergani\u2019de anam\u0131n bah\u00e7esindeki g\u00fcll\u00fckten \u00e7ok uzakta olsam da, gen\u00e7li\u011fimin mek\u00e2n\u0131nda ya\u015fananlar hay\u00e2limde canl\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri ba\u011f, bah\u00e7e ve tarlalar\u0131nda insanlar bereket tohumu al\u0131n terlerini ekiyor; i\u011fde a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131nda ku\u015flar \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip cilvele\u015fiyor; ar\u0131lar kendi kanatlar\u0131ndan yay\u0131lan m\u00fczi\u011fin ritminde gezinerek bal \u00f6z\u00fc ve polen alacaklar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri ar\u0131yordur. Makam Da\u011f\u0131\u2019ndan esen \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokulu r\u00fczg\u00e2r tatl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor; g\u00fcl fidanlar\u0131 yaprak, tomurcuk ve a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f g\u00fclleriyle g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1197],"tags":[239,238,241,129,237,236,240],"class_list":["post-3947","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kultur","tag-1-gulan","tag-1-mayis","tag-bir-mayis","tag-ergani","tag-gul","tag-gulan","tag-yek-gulan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3947"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3948,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3947\/revisions\/3948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3947"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3947"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.uzulmez.site\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3947"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}